The Alchemical Blend – simplified #1

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In addition to writing out an idea as it comes to me, sometimes I try to simplify my perspectives. They can be hard to grasp. Whatever I write publicly, I am always writing TO someone. It may turn out that someone is only me, but that is not my thought at the time and not my hope.

I think I have to accept that even simplified, some of the concepts central to my work are just not for everybody. Some people barely acknowledge an inner life or a greater soul or soul expressions beyond this Earth or timeframe.

When I talk about infinite soul essence blending ALL the wisdom acquired during many, many life expressions in vast quadrants of this multi-dimensional universe, it could be a non-starter. ;^) However, if you do resonate with this, even if there isn’t conceptual understanding, I’d like to simplify. There are so many elements of mystery. It helps to be comfortable or even delighted by that.

This is my working model. We have all been beset by massive disinformation over the eons. We will have new working models as time goes on.

Here goes:

We are full fractal humans and the female humans are possibly even more than that. Full-fractal means we are composed of all the bits. Every lifetime or life expression we’ve ever experienced and galactic energies too. This is an energetic state since we do not all walk around with a million visible physical “selves” and galaxies hanging off our bodies. ;^)

I have learned from excellent sources that the full-fractal state is beyond rare and unique in this Universe. And we alone have it. We humans on Earth. Just by being (a real) human, you have access to unimaginable power and resources. You don’t have to do anything to get that, you already have it, you already are it. Just plain ole. Just because you are a real human.

(BTW, if you give up this precious resource to become part AI, you will lose it).

Because of this power access – to lifetimes of experiences, galaxies, galactic energies, planetary beings, stars – AND the divine spark that the human is also given, we are greatly sought after. But we are sought after primarily by beings that want to control or suppress us. To describe the depth and breadth of this would take a small book, but know this: You are it. You are the one you have been waiting for. You are the one that (some) others in the universe seek to own and exploit. They covet the power you have, for they do not have it. This is key.

One more thing: when you get in so-called spiritual circles, you will often hear that humans are bad because they are so dense. Dense like “low” or “low vibration.” I used to think that. But it is a lie. We are dense because we contain multitudes. That takes up space and bandwidth. Our density is our superpower, not a liability. Do not fall for that lie. You will deny your magnificent power with that erroneous belief, which is exactly what the propagators of the lie hope for.

Okay. That is all for now. Next post I will talk about not leaving any piece of your inner self behind. Hence the need to blend fully. You don’t want to leave any aspect excluded. Why? Because you might have to come back to retrieve it. I don’t know about you, but that is a no-go for me.

Info Streams and Earth Restoration

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There are many information streams in the ethers. You may think you’re tapping into the “highest” (really, deepest) information stream about…anything – future, your self, the self and futures of others, the Earth – when in fact you are tapping into something less than that.

I’ve been thinking about how to articulate a litmus test for testing the quality of the information one taps into, but I couldn’t. My first thought was, “It has to be uplifting.” But there are many sweet energy/information streams in existence that are still limited or relatively limited or even composed of flat-out disinformation.

Earth restoration and “green” anything is a disinformation mode. Shocking, isn’t it? I used to be a big proponent of Earth conservation and restoration. Some of that was because of my love of nature and the Earth and some of it was because of limited information.

The Earth is evolving like, hopefully, the human is. I think one big (dis)information stream says that an evolved Earth will look like some kind of paradise, a paradisiacal version of what exists now or has existed. I definitely used to think that. I used to think, “When all is well, there will be natural beauty, the trees will be whole, animals will be free and peaceful (that one I still want), streams will be clear, air will be crystalline, etc.” But now I think Earth’s evolution will look like this layer of her physical existence and all that exists on her crust – civilization as we know it – will disappear and she will implode this level of her reality into a star. This is not to say I justify or can even slightly abide the degradation and disrespect the Earth endures. I cannot. It is heart-wrenching. But I know her future and it isn’t going back to any version of the past. Why would I wish that on her?

(No, we will not explode when she implodes…that is another disinformation stream.)

When I hear someone’s vision of the future and it involves some sort of restoration of what exists or has existed in the natural world, I know immediately they are tapping into disinformation. That is not true Earth love (yes! I know it feels that way) because she wants to truly evolve and it does not include anything of the old or what has been.

Oh Blog, I come to you….

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Oh blog, I come to you…with first thoughts. I wrote something I actually like. It says alot. Here is the link: https://janerothfeld.com/about-jane/. (The contact button on the page does not seem to work, so ignore that for now.)

So my husband just brought the whole composting toilet into the yurt, because it was too frozen to open in the shed where it lives. Usually we can just bring the “necessary parts” into the yurt, because, yes, it needs to thaw before it can be cleaned. Even with that – having to bring the poop bucket into the yurt to let it thaw, which is (so much) more than enough – he said, “This comes under the ‘things I never thought I’d do’ category.”

When those things you do that you never thought you would do are ultimately thrilling – the marathon, parachuting from a plane – that’s one thing. What is this thing he and I are living where almost-daily we do unpleasant things we never thought we’d do? Humbling. Yes. Sucky. For sure. There’s more to it, I write about it all the time, but we don’t get the thrill. I can guarantee that.

About his awakening, the spiritual teacher, Lester Levenson, said, “I was lucky. I had a gun to my head.” He was referring to the fact that he had had a serious heart attack in his forties and was told by the doctors to basically go home and die. Instead he went home and underwent a profound inner inventory and completely woke up from the illusion of duality. The fact that his life was on the line was a vital accelerant.

Is that the formula for waking up? Nope. Just as getting ready to hang yourself, as Eckhart Tolle did, is not a formula for awakening, though that was his story. Same with Byron Katie who experienced her awakening – when the “work found her” is how she would put it – while on the floor of a halfway-house because she felt she did not deserve to sleep in a bed. None of these are formulas for waking up. If most of us attempt to hang ourselves with a rope we will die.

However, when the soul wants to accelerate awakening, it will often bring in a “gun to the head” situation. In my case, jobs & savings completely disappeared and did not reappear. For other people it can be a serious health issue, like Lester Levenson and many others I know right now.

These back-to-the-wall situations pull an intense focus and allow your soul to move through resistance and illusion that you, the human side of the construct, would maintain…at all costs. Hell, I would. Wouldn’t you?

Integration: The Key to It All

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I suspect inner integration is the key to tapping into all our power. The inner integration of shadow and light.

I’m hearing: it is the key to the kingdom. But that’s religion and religion is a mimic and it’s not the place of our true power.

You are It. Your inner integration of shadow- fear, guilt, self-loathing, doubt, etc- and light- joy, expansiveness, happiness, enthusiasm- is the key with which you unlock the deeper unlimited you.

You integrate by softening into. Not escaping through fantasy and ideology (as fun as that can be).

How Do You React When Things Fall Apart?

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When life falls apart (seems to) or things don’t go the way you wanted or expected, how do you react? Are you able to see beyond the narrative? The stories we internalized that filter how we see things. Perhaps one could call it the normative narrative. These stories & norms are everywhere and we have identified with them (as we were intensely taught to do: school, home, peer pressure, religion, media and more). Can you see beyond them? That is the gift, the great opportunity in the things falling apart experience.

In my case I’m breaking the norms (primarily) with my way of life, how I am living my day to day life. While I sometimes talk about it as something heroic (don’t get me wrong, it feels pretty frickin heroic), the fact is, I do not experience a choice in it. It is my soul’s call. Everything in life is our soul’s call, but sometimes we get to live our life in ways that comport or agree more with our ego structures, norms and our likes. But the soul is the puppeteer. It pulls the strings.

When the soul decides to turn up the volume – intensify for growth, wisdom – you will know it, because things tend to fall apart. It is not the only way the soul teaches, but it is a way that frequently happens. Can you see this happening when things fall apart?

I often feel like I’m the only one who sees this. It’s lonely.

We Are the Disclosure, but…..

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Lately I’ve been hearing a similar thing from sources I trust. They are saying we, the humans on Earth, are the impediment to full disclosure. It is not the organizations, governments, secret space programs, cabal, it is us. We have not integrated fully enough to handle the frequencies that disclosure will require.

Others would say we have not raised our vibration or raised our frequency enough. I won’t say that. It is a matter of integration, not ascending. We humans have endured and internalized aeons of conditioning about hierarchies, including the god matrix. Without our belief that we are less than, no hierarchical belief system could take hold. But hierarchical beliefs – all kinds – OWN us.

This is why it is important to understand the difference between the “bliss” of the false spirituality and the deep, unmoveable, soft heart of true integration. Even this makes it sound complicated, but it is not. However, discernment is very important.

We have not integrated our inner reality enough. Again, sounds complicated. When did you last judge your partner, child, neighbor, sibling, mother/father? That is part of the inner reality I’m talking about and you experience it constantly. Start there.

Years ago, someone I trust said (emphatically) that the soul will complete its mission no matter what. I used to get all lofty and feel a sense of power about that. But that is ego. That is the false spirituality. Don’t you want true freedom? It is beyond all good and all not-good. It is not a sensation of bliss. On its journey to freedom, the soul might take you to your knees. That is true power. Does it feel like it? False spirituality/bliss will crumble like a house of cards if the soul turns up its volume. It will not feel good.

You are it. I’ve said it many times, but it’s not a power trip and we know almost nothing but power trips. But we can change that. We can release the fake. Who pissed you off today? Get still and ask the “judge your neighbor” worksheet questions in stillness. This is the power that does not feel like power, but is.

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The Light You Need

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We are built for the sun. The rising sun has frequencies that signal processes in our bodies that are vital for our health.

The screens we look at and the LED lights that are now everywhere emit a narrow blue spectrum of light that causes imbalance. I’m including a link to a video by the doctor who has pioneered this science.

The science is complex, but the remedy is simple: be like the sphinx. Face east in the morning. Let the sunlight get into your eyes and, if it is warm enough, onto as much of your skin as possible. Make contact with the earth with your feet and any other extremities, if possible (gardening, rock climbing, lying on the sand or grass).

Wear blue-light blocking glasses when looking at screens and when in LED light.

There are more things to do, but these are the basics. Getting out in the sun is the most important.

It is also important spiritually. Sunlight feeds our mitochondria which connect us to the Christ Sophia of our planet. The Christ Sophia is not in any way religious. I am still learning, conceptually what this energy/frequency is. I don’t have concepts yet, but will write them when I do.

Earth

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Oh, blog! You get all my thoughts that are hot off the press and you are the press.

I started watching a YouTube video about massive data centers currently being built in America. I do not know if the YT creator mentioned facilities in other parts of the world? I will watch the entire video today and find out.

My intuition told me years ago that this whole “realm” would spiritually burn down from the inside out. That was over 35 years ago. It has been an interesting journey to know this information intuitively, yet live in a system- financial, education, government, energy usage – and a planetary aspect – this “crust” of the planet and what it represents -that has remained mostly intact. It is not a journey for the faint of heart.

Let me start with the lede and not bury it: There is no reason to fear. It is very easy to live in fear now and read what I’m writing as a reason to fear. I am stating some of the current facts as I know them. My hope is to help open your eyes and, if anything, be less inclined to fear. There is no reason to fear.

As I have said in several posts, the control mechanisms for this planet and our humanity that are active now are mind-boggling. We are under siege. These mechanisms are in our air, food, medication, 5G, media, technical intelligence working through malevolent tech, the god matrix and more. We are both energetically and physically implanted or overlaid with control mechanisms in/on our bodies (pineal, kundalini, chakras, third eye). I think it is wise to be aware of the full scope of control mechanisms, so you can see more clearly what is happening and know what you are looking at.

At the same time, you must know who you are: a full universal fractal. Just by being human at this time, you have access to power that is unimaginable and exceeds (it exceeds!) ALL the control mechanisms. You just need to remember who you are. And welcome your innate powers as they come to the fore – as they are remembered and reintegrated – in the coming years.

You also need to say “no” to the false powers that seek to own you. The AI takeover attempt is big now, but there are other ones, bliss-y ones, to come down the line. Learn to discern.

You are innately more powerful than all of this. There is no reason to fear.

While I detest what is going on with the destruction of the planet and its gorgeous variety of species. While I ache for what has been lost by the imposition of AI (my friend insists that it is rightly called Technical Intelligence and I’m getting there, but when writing about it, most people know it as “AI”), I know this is part of the plan.

I used to see that preserving “what was” on this planet was important. I was in grief most of the time for what was being destroyed of what was. But here is what I know:

– There is a time for everything and the “what was” of this planet is coming to a close. Putting energy into saving what was is not useful, including not useful to the planetary essence herself.

When I say something like this, it will take wisdom on the part of the reader to hear this and not fall into the mindset of doomsday and painful prophecy. I am not saying this.

This being said, I live the way I must to keep some degree of sanity. I live in a way that connects me to what is vital and relatively unsullied by the control mechanisms. Remember, it is all relative. There is no place on Earth now that is not subject to some of this control. Still, I do the best I can.

I live off-grid. I live in a remote area, 8600 feet in the air. I live around nature and little else. I get out most mornings and take in the light of the rising sun in my eyes and on my skin (this has profound effects…I can’t even explain them all).
I wear blue-light blocking glasses when I look at screens. I wear them full-time at night if we have any artificial light on. If I turn off the solar battery and WiFi, the only light in my environment is sun and star light. As I mentioned, there is more to this than I can explain. I trust. I take the actions.

There is no reason to fear.

Why worship?

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Worship. Where does it come from? It comes from the god story. It is a control mechanism designed by the priestly caste to give them the energy they feed on.
We send forth energy when we worship. Worship seems very pure to those who do it, but it is actually tainted with fear. Why would you worship if you did not fear?

Worship is a control mechanism. It starts with the belief that we, humanity, are less-than or lacking. This is the keystone of the god story: god is the creator of all that is and we are, at best, its child. Definitely less than. Then the story sprinkles in “born of sin” – screwed from the get-go – adds a generous serving of heaven and hell and we end up scared of our own shadow (literally). It trains us to seek power outside ourselves. That is the real power play of the god story and the hologram of the gods.

It is the ultimate consumerism. The narrative tells you that what you want is, de facto, outside yourself and worship is the currency you must pay to (try to) buy it back. All worship – celebs, kings, gods, Beyonce – stems from that lie. (o.k., not cat worship, because that is based on absolute truth!).

You are it. You really are. It is built into you just because you are human. You must give up the religious and hierarchical ideologies and the worship. It will take courage. It is time.

One More Time For the Cheap Seats: The Advantage of the No-Escape Life

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The advantage (that feels like a total disadvantage) of the no-escape life is, well, if you feel imprisoned or stuck, you cannot rely on behaviors or even thought-constructs you may have used in the past to look away from certain beliefs and feelings you hold. At least not in the same way. I don’t know about you, but this doesn’t feel good to me.

But it’s not always about feeling good.

This fact will bring up a host of reactions. You will face them because you cannot escape the situation. Not only will you look at the reactions you are experiencing, but it will serve you to look at how you are perceiving the situation itself.

For me the issue of money, earning, worth and creating have been sticky ones. Here in my life of little distraction (I still try!) are some of the underlying issues I’ve noticed feel constricting on these issues:

  1. Feeling like a slave.
    A slave to the good opinion of others. (huge)
    A slave to:
    – work trends
    – what is considered good business
    – what is considered real
    – what is considered worthy, authoritative
    – what has “real” substance
    – what is considered crazy or sane
    – who deserves to be paid well and who doesn’t
    – what I have to do or not do to be paid well

    The list goes on with that one.

Some of the others are: navigating different-ness; sensitivity; self-worth; the right to be; the right to speak; fear of visibility. That is what I’ve noticed just on that one subject.

These issues are both cultural (in the largest sense) and personal. Or they seem personal. Part of the alchemy process is looking at the sense of how personal the “issues” feel. That is an important part of blending them back into center, zero point and moving beyond.

Your job, should you choose to accept it ;^) – is to become aware of both aspects: the larger cultural one, by which I mean the imposition by other cultures into our thought, spiritual and physical realm and the personal.
The cultural impositions play a huge role. Part of this control system has resulted in humanity as a collective, not knowing or acknowledging there are other cultures who live off-planet and interdimensionally. Nor do we understand the profound role they have played and continue to play in our lives and experience of reality. So much easier to control a species when part of how you do it is deny your very existence. It is hard to believe something is influencing you that doesn’t exist.

You might think this is crazy talk that has nothing to do with you. You’re wrong.

The control system encompasses almost everything about reality except your heart-soul essence or your is-ness, however you term it. The no-escape life gives you the opportunity to become aware of these influences more quickly and to see what part of this mix you feel most identified with, as in: triggered; attached to; repulsed by; intensely wanting of; defining your self-worth by or even what you value. It is the is-ness, the “immediacy” within to which you bring all the attachments of concept, memory, identity.
(It is not god. If you are bringing this inner material to god, you are not exiting the matrix. You are looping back into the control/containment sphere.)

The no-escape life, especially if it is lived in a remote area like mine, gives you the quietude and lack of distraction (arghh) to see this inner material more clearly. This is truly the first step to dissolving it. It gives you an accelerated opportunity to blend the positive & negative, dissolve it and move more intensely inward to the unified field. That is true freedom. This is why it is an advantage. This is the path to completing your soul’s journey in this universe. It is the reason you are here.