We are bound for Albuquerque on Saturday in the RV. Two adult humans and two snarky cats in a 26 ft (small!) RV. It is very stressful, but our survival was questionable if we stayed on the Mesa. Extreme cold and being an hour away from supplies (there is a small town close to the Mesa, but it has few supplies). If we got snowed in, we would have needed to be rescued. We need a steady supply of propane to heat the RV and we only have smallish tanks.
Today, my husband texted that Albuquerque is having nighttime temps above freezing. Right now, you could get me to marry you with words like that.
Today I am living in a 26 ft RV. It’s small. I’m living in it with my husband and two cats who don’t get along. We are still on our land and it is bitterly cold this week. In addition to trying to keep our own bodies warm, we also have to keep a solar generator and WiFi router warm enough to function so they too are stuffed in this teeny space. It’s easier not to move at all.
When I talk to (some) people about my move to the Mesa, I say the reasons are layered. One such layer involves creating a bigger energetic “spin.” The “spin” is an important spiritual feature I am still learning about, but in this case I mean inner energy. A wise person I know recently said, “When humans get their back against a wall, they tend to create more spin.” Meaning, it galvanizes them.
If you’ve ever had an unexpected life change, like a weather disaster or sudden loss of a close loved one, something that took life as you knew it to something completely unknown, you know the kind of shock that “up’s” your spin. Maybe it wasn’t a survival emergency, but a new, intense situation – like your first baby – when you had to adapt quickly, unexpectedly day after day. That up’s your spin. It is a fast-track to transformation.
Few people see it that way. With something like a weather disaster, how many times do you hear people in the situation or those reporting about it talk about the experience as a fast track to transformation? The focus is almost always on loss, feeling sorry for the people in the situation and ruminating on how things used to be. Instead, the focus should be on how these situations are a call to transformation. If it is happening, those involved are being called to transform. The soul of each human is sovereign. It calls the shots, however much behind the scenes. There are no victims.
Yes, it takes a minute to feel the feelings when the transformation requires dramatic change and parting with things, people, experiences we were fond of, but after processing the fresh grief, the focus should be on the deeper calling for transformation. This perspective draws our attention sharply to “now” and shrewdly on the next step and the next…transformation happens like that.
So why the images at the top of this blog? Because I am living in a teeny RV and my entire life revolves around staying warm. Also I can barely move for the solar generators and routers also in the RV keeping warm (to function) so we can have what small amount of power and internet access the situation allows. And yet: ALL of it – every single wire-bound molecule of it – could be and should be unnecessary. And not because I should be living back in the 3//4 D matrix of conventional housing with tightly controlled utilities, wires and cable. But because this Earth was designed to provide for its inhabitants abundantly, freely and pristinely.
The Earth was built with a plasma field around it that can provide an almost infinite amount of energy. This energy can be channelled to provide power. It could heat the RV, the yurt cabins, even the Taj Mahal, for God’s sake! It could run our vehicles. No wires or power grid would be necessary. The only “plugging in” required would be what you do with (what some call) a “free energy box” or through your own consciousness. At the moment, I have mastered neither. When I do, I will no longer be stuffed into a tiny RV trying to survive.
Nikola Tesla – the REAL Tesla, the only Tesla – was working on a zero-point energy conductor in the 1890’s. He ran out of funding and then ran into trouble (as did every single inventor who uncovered this energy field, built a device to channel it and sought funding or a patent to develop it). The point is, the knowledge of it has been in existence for over 100 years* and yet here I sit trying to stay warm with prehistoric propane tanks, unable to stay in our larger yurt cabins because their woodstoves and insulation are not up to the Colorado winter. But all of this could be different. And all of it could be free. The zero point energy field is free. It was built into the planetary architecture for use by ALL humans and belongs to no one. Tapping into it should have been common knowledge from the start, but knowledge can be suppressed. Knowledge has been suppressed.
I am doing this intense, pressured kind of life for the spiritual spin. That above all else. It is a vital part of spiritual ascension. So is “coming out,” some of which I am doing here. This whole “layered” process will free the consciousness that can tap into the higher knowledge of energy and more. It will go beyond the thick cloud of deception that has shrouded this planet for millennia. And when that day arrives, my friends, it will be climate comfort, control and room to move, baby.
(* Watch for Steven Greer’s Spring 2023 Movie “The Lost Century” about many suppressed technologies that could have freed life on Earth for at least the last 100 years. Click here to donate. He is funding it completely through crowdfunding and “we the people!”)
News of today: “We” are going back to the moon.” There are stations on the Moon and humans have been working on/in them for decades, some not by choice (labor shortage on Earth anyone?). “We the People” are not doing any of this except agreeing to listen to lies told by a collection of hoodlums. Know what you are looking at folks.
The Grammy’s. Do we really know who “we” celebrate at The Grammy’s? Would you celebrate some of these singers if you knew they were involved with groups that traffic children and have parties – right here on Earth – where enslaved children serve food and their bodies for the pleasure of these celebrities? And these celebs’ pacts with the Devil were what gave them their fame? Read Tony Rodrigues “Ceres Colony Cavalier.” Learn about what you’re really looking at.
This past Thursday I got a text from my friend Debra in Albuquerque with a link to a New York Times article about Ted Conover’s new book: “Cheap Land Colorado: Off-Gridders at America’s Edge.” As some of you know, my husband and I live off-grid in the San Luis Valley in Colorado, which is where Mr. Conover’s book is set. I read the article in the local coffee house, Milagro’s – local meaning in Alamosa, an hour away from the Mesa where I live – and as I walked out of Milagro’s I saw a sign on their door for a book signing being held by Mr. Conover that night.
On my way home, I picked up my mail and there he was again! On the cover of the local newspaper. Behold the power of the New York Times! A “3 ping” event in a short time catches my attention, so I asked my husband if we could go to the reading that night. My husband said “yes” as he is writing a memoir about life on the Mesa, provisionally called “Served By the Sun,” and he was interested.
Unfortunately, as the time of the book signing approached, we were too busy actually living our off-grid life to drive two hours to see someone talk about it. The first snow came to the Mesa that night. I drove up from town (San Luis) in it and it was blinding. We couldn’t leave our place because the woodstoves needed to be going full-tilt and the cats were in the warmer RV, but the propane had to be monitored. If the RV propane runs out, the temperature in the RV plummets in minutes. It was in the 20’s that night.
In the NYT article about the book, I got a basic idea of what Mr. Conover had experienced and written about. He lived in an area in the San Luis Valley he referred to as “the Flats” and to be honest, I do not know where that is. The San Luis Valley is 8,000 square miles. It is the largest high-altitude desert in North America. ALOT of it is flat. I sometimes refer to the flat sagey land in my neighborhood as “the incomprehensible sage flats,” but “the Flats” could be any number of places in the Valley.
After reading the article, I thought of my “take” on our-off-grid life and how I would offer a different take on life in the Valley and what drove the two of us to move here. To speak practically, I will say that price was a consideration. I would have preferred not to be living so profoundly “off-grid,” as far as water and electricity go or to at least have “on grid” options, but I did not see a way to get the other things that were non-negotiable and have those water and electricity options for a price we could afford.
The non-negotiables:
-Privacy & no HOA – ET sightings/history of the area -Being more off-grid from the current “cultural” (way of life) matrix in our country and on most of the planet – Beauty in the environment -Quite, serenity and sovereignty over our living space -Some community (and…the wild horses that live here were unexpected and a complete blessing)
Here is a summary of some of the points I would give Mr. Conover if he asked me for my take on “off grid” life:
-the soul nudged (maybe it shoved)
-part of that nudge/shove was the rug got pulled out of our old life – it happened more gradually for awhile and then in Summer 2020 it was “GO” time, the rug was yanked. That life had 7 weeks left and then it was no more. We got into creative action.
– all the steps that followed – and there were MANY – were part of the soul’s (souls’) insistence that we drastically shift the outer world as part of the drastic inner shifts that are underway (My husband obviously has his own soul’s shift, but I cannot report on the details of that partly because he rarely frames things in those terms, so that is why I go back & forth between speaking about “we” and speaking from the first person. The shift was definitely in OUR life, but the way we each see it and possibly the outcomes – the shifts themselves – may be different)
-create enough of an inner spin that will take me through ascension (this way of life is serving that purpose)
-position myself for the earth ascension that is already under way and to interface with off-planet friends and new technologies to assist with my job here on Earth
There is more, but that is a good summary. I often experience fear and alot of frustration (it has taken me 5 days to power up this laptop and access my blog- grrrr!).
I know something huge and radically different is coming to the planet and for some of the people (could be lots of people, but what are lots of people choosing??), but I don’t know when or how it will unfold in our everday life. And in the meantime I often struggle to know how to navigate this time (and to be honest, the last 30 years which have largely been “this” kind of time). But…. I am not a victim. I wish the people Mr. Conover lived with could reframe their state of minds to know they too are not victims. Victim is a state of mind. I know that can seem very difficult to embrace in the face of what people experience and yet, it is a cosmic truth: there are no victims.
It is a challenge to understand this truth on the profound spiritual level where it exists. But my God! – what better way to spend your time than inquiring and contemplating this truth?
All for today. More to come. As Byron Katie says from her profound, awakened first-hand experience: the Universe is friendly. How are you seeing that today?
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