Y’know how in a relationship you have all this interest and belief in the other person and maybe you’re even madly in love with them.
But if any of those things shift, especially if you have no interest or belief in them, then the relationship falls apart?

This is a good analogy for what I am experiencing with the current reality. And truth is, I’ve been experiencing major disaffection for years.

But it’s like a big breakup. I see friends, some of whom know….know….there’s more than the muggle 3D (or allegedly now 4D- seems awfully similar) reality, but they still want something from the 3/4D experience. They still want some experience from it, so they live in it with harmony.
I guess a small part of that is still true for me or I would no longer be in this matrix, though what I’m painfully aware of most of the time is that I want it to shift. Out of existence.
So I’m in it, by a thread, waiting for my real love to arrive. Then I want to welcome that beloved in and tell you how – it’s yours too – it’s better than the deadbeat we had to break up with.
You’re probably not going to see that at first, but eventually you will. Then you’ll be like ” what was I thinking?” And I’ll say to you, “You were brainwashed to think that reality was THE shit and the only game in town. Now you know alot more and you can make different (better) choices.”