I heard from a trusted source that the Golden Age of Earth (and Humanity) was supposed to start in 1899. That was almost 125 years ago. Why didn’t it?
That is a long story and alot of it is still hidden. I disclose some of what I know, there is alot I don’t know, from time to time on this blog. My only purpose in sharing this info – ONLY – is to inform anyone reading this blog that we are not the manipulated human or planet we have been led to believe. We ARE vast and unlimited. We are that. We are literally built for spiritually vast and unlimited. In form. In the very form and life you inhabit right here, right now.
The skill used by those forces who have sought to enslave humanity are considerable in terms of trickery. They have mislead us in form (DNA), in thought and even in soul. The reality we think is real is mostly not. The beliefs we hold and the physical reality we see and live in, are mostly a sleight of hand.
Because of that trickery and our relative naivite (or innocence), the unfolding of the next Golden Age was kept hidden from us. Hidden in plain sight.
No matter. After you know (enough of) the truth about the trickery, it isn’t impressive in any true sense. If you were really good at something and you used that skill to manipulate living beings and cause them suffering, would that be impressive? You would be skilled, but not impressive. Misguided and pathetic perhaps. So don’t get lost in the details of how humanity has been hoodwinked. These details aren’t worth any more of your time than what you need to know to break the spell. That’s the key: breaking the spell.
Breaking the spell. Hearing that all the good stuff was supposed to start unfolding over 100 years ago helps me break more of the spell. There are old, ingrained thoughtforms about spiritual realities being difficult to actualize, only for adepts and masters, needing to be kept secret, requiring pain and suffering and more. These are spells. Maybe they were facts in the past, but we’re in a new game now, so believing them will only create hindrances. Don’t fall for them. Bringing forth a highly spiritually advanced world will not take a long time and requires no pain and suffering. It was supposed to happen over a hundred years ago. Time is up. Time is here. Finally!
A friend of mine has been getting intuitive prompts to move. It started in late 2019 and by early 2020, she and her husband had stored most of their belongings and staged their home for market. Then the pandemic hit. They put the brakes on moving or even thinking about it. Understandable, though ironic, since 2020 was a great year to sell a house.
Recently, she’s been getting this prompt again. I don’t know what she’ll do with it this time, but I hope she takes action. Intuition asks for action.
Before she told me about the revived idea of a move, she lamented that her life felt really flat. Intuition requires action. Moving can feel scary. If it were me – at another time in my life, I do not have the option for it now – I would have felt the fear mostly by way of wary thoughts, meaning things like “what if this doesn’t work out?, “what if I miss the people I know and the places I like?,”I already know where to go for all my needs here, why move?”…and so on.
The thing about fear is that it is often mistaken for wisdom. The two are not the same. We are so conditioned to be cautious and over-intellectualize everything that we think fearful beliefs are sensible, prudent and wise. But however “crowd-sourced” and approved certain beliefs are – “how can you move at YOUR age??” – they are still beliefs rooted in of fear. Like crooked trees with roots of fear. If you say “yes” to fear and “no” to your intuition, it puts your life on a fearful footing, fearful rooting. I call this “inner positioning.” You position yourself internally in fear and it acts like a compass guiding your whole life and being.
Life coach Martha Beck uses the term “true north” to describe what it is like to live in a way guided by intuition and spiritual truth. When we insist on saying “no” to this spiritual guidance, we are taken off (we take ourselves off) our true north. It’s like we are True North Off. We pay a price for that choice; loss of vitality is a big one.
The good news: it is completely your choice and changeable in a heartbeat…before your next breath.
We are still escaping the brutal Colorado cold and are now in Santa Rosa, NM. A small, sleepy drive-through town that is on the original Route 66. It is like a place that time forgot as are other towns on the old route. I can’t help but wonder what these towns were like 60 or 70 years ago?
Here in Santa Rosa, I am contemplating the inner power of the human. I know I am only grasping a fraction of what it is, but today I am wondering what others think about their inner power?
I am watching YouTube videos about the labor strikes in the UK. I feel an empathy with individuals who are not valued monetarily for their efforts as that was often my experience in the past. I “get” having the desire to change the situation and how going on strike makes sense in the context of so-called society, but the issue is bigger and deeper. It is much bigger and much deeper. ALL the change, disruption and perceived difficulty going on, on our planet now is meant to accomplish one thing and just one thing: to get the human to accept their inner power. It only takes this “one thing,” because this one thing will unlock the infinite. Once the infinite is unlocked, what more could you need?
I do not think circumstances on our planet needed to be as harsh as they are (and they probably will get harsher), but that is another matter. Each individual has a vote on a soul level, each one chooses, so people can have it any way they want it. The majority of people on this planet have chosen a path of difficulty to wake up. I hope they choose differently as soon as they get even a whiff that it’s a choice.
We have become attached to this matrix on Earth. The beloved icons, the ways of doing things, the beliefs about the nature of reality. Giving all this up can inspire feelings of sadness. I’m feeling some of that sad today. I’m in a new, more intense shift of my outer reality and I find myself feeling sad and wistful about the things of the past, the way of life of the past, even the foods of the past (actually the foods of the past are a big emotional attachment and fondness for me). I get it. But the process is – you have your moment or two of sad and then it’s on to the next step of shifting. The feelings are not a cue to take yet another inner/outer side street or detour, as it were, to deflect from the issue. The power is within you. It has always been. It does not matter how much you doubted, disbelieved and empowered something or someone else instead.
I wonder what it will take for people accept this fact? It requires a complete shift. There is no more maneuvering the outer world to obtain the power you think you lack. No more strikes, bargaining. There is only acceptance that all power is within you and you turned your back on it. Now it is time to face it, embrace it, own it. What will it take?
The way you live is a collection of thoughtforms. Each brick of the house – the way it’s placed, what it’s made of, the fact it is called a “brick” – they are all thoughtforms. You can look at the thoughtforms like bricks – one on top of another, stacked or in a pile, configured this way or that. Thoughtforms.
They also just happen to be someone else’s thoughtforms. Would they be yours if you were free, really free to create?
I see my current life as if it were a metaphorical layer cake. One of the large layers is what I call “wiping the slate clean.” It reminds me of the old days (a.k.a. “my childhood”) when I played with an Etch A Sketch. It was an art toy where you would draw an image on a gray screen with knobs. When you wanted to draw a new image you would shake the toy and it would clear the screen so you could draw a new one. My current life is like shaking an Etch A Sketch.
I have cleared out many of the old forms of my way of life. Torn down the bricks. Shaken out the forms. I live in the bare minimum so I can draw a completely new picture. And not with someone else’s second-hand ideas and “shoulds” or “have-to’s.” (As in life “should” be this way or life “has to” be this way). Nah, it doesn’t. There’s (glorious) newness beyond our wildest dreams to come.
Alchemy is inner transmutation. The experience of it is (constant) transformation, but ultimately it takes one beyond form. So not transFORMation per se (one form to another), but transmutation (form to no-form). But we’re not there yet. I’m not there yet. I mostly understand that intuitively.
The focus of the “alchemical bootcamp” life I am living seems to be the outer reality – and make no mistake about it, my outer life pulls my attention constantly – but the nexus of transformation and transmutation is inner. The real game is the inner one. It is that way for everyone. However, since I have chosen to be in the physical world in the current density (4th D trying to “land?”) interacting with the physical is vital. I can easily overlook or try to overlook this fact.
I think some of us lean toward one extreme or the other. We focus too much on the perceived outer and neglect the inner reality – that has not been my nature – or we focus almost exclusively on the inner and do not have much regard for the outer. The latter is my tendency. But the soul will use physical reality to get your attention if that is what is necessary. We can probably all relate to that. It is not a punishment, though it may feel that way, it is a form of communication. And, often, a call to action. Though – and here’s where it gets tricky – ultimately the action is inner. Inner primary (always). Physical reality necessary.
The constant new challenges of my life in the mundane – and baby, they ARE mundane – are the soul’s modus operandi to ascension. A blip, a solution, peace. Next blip, solution, peace. It does have a kind of rhythm, doesn’t it? It’s a kind of spiritual grind taking one out of all grinds (or most of them, depending on where your soul chooses to land).
It seems paradoxical. The way to soul freedom can be through finding a toilet option, keeping the body warm enough to live, getting food. There must be some poetry there, though it will probably feel more poetic in the next phase. Not alot of poetry now.
Today I am living in a 26 ft RV. It’s small. I’m living in it with my husband and two cats who don’t get along. We are still on our land and it is bitterly cold this week. In addition to trying to keep our own bodies warm, we also have to keep a solar generator and WiFi router warm enough to function so they too are stuffed in this teeny space. It’s easier not to move at all.
When I talk to (some) people about my move to the Mesa, I say the reasons are layered. One such layer involves creating a bigger energetic “spin.” The “spin” is an important spiritual feature I am still learning about, but in this case I mean inner energy. A wise person I know recently said, “When humans get their back against a wall, they tend to create more spin.” Meaning, it galvanizes them.
If you’ve ever had an unexpected life change, like a weather disaster or sudden loss of a close loved one, something that took life as you knew it to something completely unknown, you know the kind of shock that “up’s” your spin. Maybe it wasn’t a survival emergency, but a new, intense situation – like your first baby – when you had to adapt quickly, unexpectedly day after day. That up’s your spin. It is a fast-track to transformation.
Few people see it that way. With something like a weather disaster, how many times do you hear people in the situation or those reporting about it talk about the experience as a fast track to transformation? The focus is almost always on loss, feeling sorry for the people in the situation and ruminating on how things used to be. Instead, the focus should be on how these situations are a call to transformation. If it is happening, those involved are being called to transform. The soul of each human is sovereign. It calls the shots, however much behind the scenes. There are no victims.
Yes, it takes a minute to feel the feelings when the transformation requires dramatic change and parting with things, people, experiences we were fond of, but after processing the fresh grief, the focus should be on the deeper calling for transformation. This perspective draws our attention sharply to “now” and shrewdly on the next step and the next…transformation happens like that.
So why the images at the top of this blog? Because I am living in a teeny RV and my entire life revolves around staying warm. Also I can barely move for the solar generators and routers also in the RV keeping warm (to function) so we can have what small amount of power and internet access the situation allows. And yet: ALL of it – every single wire-bound molecule of it – could be and should be unnecessary. And not because I should be living back in the 3//4 D matrix of conventional housing with tightly controlled utilities, wires and cable. But because this Earth was designed to provide for its inhabitants abundantly, freely and pristinely.
The Earth was built with a plasma field around it that can provide an almost infinite amount of energy. This energy can be channelled to provide power. It could heat the RV, the yurt cabins, even the Taj Mahal, for God’s sake! It could run our vehicles. No wires or power grid would be necessary. The only “plugging in” required would be what you do with (what some call) a “free energy box” or through your own consciousness. At the moment, I have mastered neither. When I do, I will no longer be stuffed into a tiny RV trying to survive.
Nikola Tesla – the REAL Tesla, the only Tesla – was working on a zero-point energy conductor in the 1890’s. He ran out of funding and then ran into trouble (as did every single inventor who uncovered this energy field, built a device to channel it and sought funding or a patent to develop it). The point is, the knowledge of it has been in existence for over 100 years* and yet here I sit trying to stay warm with prehistoric propane tanks, unable to stay in our larger yurt cabins because their woodstoves and insulation are not up to the Colorado winter. But all of this could be different. And all of it could be free. The zero point energy field is free. It was built into the planetary architecture for use by ALL humans and belongs to no one. Tapping into it should have been common knowledge from the start, but knowledge can be suppressed. Knowledge has been suppressed.
I am doing this intense, pressured kind of life for the spiritual spin. That above all else. It is a vital part of spiritual ascension. So is “coming out,” some of which I am doing here. This whole “layered” process will free the consciousness that can tap into the higher knowledge of energy and more. It will go beyond the thick cloud of deception that has shrouded this planet for millennia. And when that day arrives, my friends, it will be climate comfort, control and room to move, baby.
(* Watch for Steven Greer’s Spring 2023 Movie “The Lost Century” about many suppressed technologies that could have freed life on Earth for at least the last 100 years. Click here to donate. He is funding it completely through crowdfunding and “we the people!”)
News of today: “We” are going back to the moon.” There are stations on the Moon and humans have been working on/in them for decades, some not by choice (labor shortage on Earth anyone?). “We the People” are not doing any of this except agreeing to listen to lies told by a collection of hoodlums. Know what you are looking at folks.
The Grammy’s. Do we really know who “we” celebrate at The Grammy’s? Would you celebrate some of these singers if you knew they were involved with groups that traffic children and have parties – right here on Earth – where enslaved children serve food and their bodies for the pleasure of these celebrities? And these celebs’ pacts with the Devil were what gave them their fame? Read Tony Rodrigues “Ceres Colony Cavalier.” Learn about what you’re really looking at.
This time is about alchemy. This time in my life. This time on the planet. Many of my posts will be about alchemy. A friend is struggling with physical illness. Physical illness can be a powerful alchemical cauldron. I use that term to mean any experience in life that serves as a vessel for the process of alchemy. There are many in life and physical illness is one of them. Parenthood is another. I have no kids so I have not experienced the alchemy of parenthood firsthand, but my imagination is good, so I can imagine.
I am in a different alchemical matrix. One that is more of an alchemical bootcamp. I will title (several) future blog posts this way.
In my life, the rug got pulled out. It was a kind of merciful pull-out in that my husband and I had some time to work with. It was not like the kind where people experience floods and fires and lose everything they own in an hour or two. My pull-out gave me some time to work with. I used it.
I moved, with my husband and two cats to a rock. A Mesa, 8600 feet in the air in the southern Colorado desert. We have no water (that I know of) or electricity on site. We live in two 490 sq ft yurts that are connected and our very handy RV, which is a source of some so-called normalcy, having a toilet and some kitchen applicances. Keep in mind, though, that none of these things are powered or resourced the way your kitchen appliances and toilets (likely) are. Sadly…so sadly….poop doesn’t magically disappear into some municipal water supply. We are accountable to our own poop. Bet you want to sign up for this life right now!
Yesterday, I wanted to cook rice and I did not have much water. I only had what was in my water bottles and that was running low. Once the bottled water is gone, there is no more.
I googled whether I needed to rinse rice or not. Alchemy point: I have always rinsed rice. That is how you do it. Seems small, but not rinsing rice is a challenge to my sense of “the right way to do things.” THAT right there is the main alchemical axis of this kind of life. Constantly challenging the “right, safe, good way to do things.” You’d be surprised how much of your power and identity are caught up in this. It is caught up in innumerable ways in your sense of self, your life and how you live it. So many ways. It is at work almost every moment of every day.
Overwhelmingly Google contributors said to rinse rice. I knew the reasons why, but I wanted to see if there might be a lone voice in the wilderness daring to say it was okay not to rinse. Rinsing the rice to reduce arsenic and dirt convinced me to try.
For days now I’ve been looking for my fine-mesh sieve. It is what I use to rinse rice and quinoa. The mesh is small enough so the grains don’t fall through in the rinsing. Alchemical Point #2: It is what I always use. “Always use” feels very comfortable when you can keep it going, but it is not alchemical. What the fuck do I do now? That’s the voice of alchemy. I’m pretty sure the sieve survived the scorched-earth packing of the final minutes of the move from the townhouse we left, but I do not know what box it is in. We had to rent some storage units, some the size of closets, it is likely in one of them.
For a couple days I did not cook rice because I did not have the sieve. Old me. Has to do it the way she likes. The way it “should” be done. Finally, I punched some slits into a plastic cup and used the smallest amount of water to rinse the rice. Alchemy. I used our Instapot for the first time on the Mesa. I wasn’t sure the solar generator would accommodate the electrical demand of the pot, but it did! Hooray! The sun cooked our rice. We had rice for dinner. It was delicious.
Earth will undergo profound awesome changes. It is going to happen in a relatively short time in linear time. While the changes are LONG overdue and will be a joy-beyond-words for EVERYONE on Earth, they will be a big change to many people. Adapting to the loss of what seemed real, solid and dependable will be a shock to some people.
I suspect there will be a kind of energetic balm given to humanity to make these changes much more comfortable.
Remember folks, it is all for the best. Actually it is beyond the best.
I have lived in two realities most of my life: one – the divine unfettered soul; the other, the ego-identified human. My lived experience has been more in the ego-identified state, while the unfettered Divine has been mostly intuitive. Nonetheless, the unfettered Divine has been a forceful guide in my life.
The unfettered soul is free of ego attachment. I have contemplated this state for decades. As best I can tell, reaching the state of irreversible soul freedom is something that is initiated by the soul, the Divine. Though the build-up can take years – often fraught with great discomfort – it seems that the soul, not the human who yearns to be free, pulls the mysterious “ lever” that finally releases the human of ego attachment.
Because this spiritually-free state guides me, I sometimes view people’s difficulties with what could be called a “Nandaka” consciousness. Nandaka was the sword of the Hindu deity Vishnu. It was the “destroyer of ignorance.” The Nandaka wipes out spiritual ignorance with the swift, decisive strokes of the sharp blade of Truth.
However….
The process of shedding illusion tends to unfold very slowly, not quickly and often with epic amounts of struggle. Rarely is there a momentary flash of truth where the entire consciousness of the person is permanently transformed.
The gap between the attached and untethered is huge when one is in the grips of ego. There is so much sense of loss.
On this subject, I am routinely humbled by my own life experience.
In the last year, our life – my husband’s & mine – has radically shifted in the areas of housing, job and community. Social supports have changed or disappeared with some people passing away. Much of our old life has come undone, fallen away.
Lately, I feel I am in free fall. I crave a safe place to land and remain.
At the same time, the planet is undergoing massive changes and dissolutions with, I sense, much more to come.
Until I reach the free-soul place on all levels, I will still try to cling to what feels like terra firma, despairing when it seems out of reach, passing me by. I live in that gap.
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