Category Archives: Consciousness

A Whole New Model of World

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I started this post two weeks ago. It has sat as a draft ever since. This morning I finally realized that my inability to finish it stemmed from the fact that it is about a whole new world for which there is no precedent. For some reason I expected I had a lot to say about that. Ha.

I do know this new world will include the elimination of just about everything we know. Including all culture, religion…the entire nature of reality as it is collectively and individually seen through familiar filters. The world of culture and religion are composed of beliefs and those beliefs create perceptual filters through which we define and physically create a reality. That is culture and religion and pretty much…..everything.

This shift goes beyond even that. It goes to the structure and meta-physics of our planet and galaxy. Most of that information is beyond my ken at this time. However, one point made clear to me recently was that there will no longer be “yugas.”

A yuga is a period of time on planet Earth. It was based on movements in the Earth’s axis. Common knowledge says there are four of them and they each encompass vast periods of time: 432,000 years. But in fact they may be much shorter: between 24,000 – 26,000 years. It is said they have a dark or sleeping aspect/group and an awake aspect/group. They have different “flavors” or qualities. We are allegedly at the end of a Kali Yuga, the darkest and most difficult of the yugas.

This planet has been manipulated for a very long time. The unfolding of the new Unknown (and Glorious, I suspect) has been withheld. Hopefully, humanity is rectifying that, but honestly I do not know if that is actually happening and that is probably the most difficult unknown I wrestle with.

I wrote about the yugas in a recent post because I needed a reference point for my thoughts and the yuga seemed useful. It is not that I no longer believe in them, it is that they will soon no longer exist as a meta-model for our planet. Extend that to virtually everything we know and have known including most esoteric information and practices. It’s a big deal.

This raises a bigger question that I wrestle with frequently in my daily life: what do you do & how do you proceed when you know you are on the edge of a shift into a Great Unknown and you only (or mostly) have the known to work with?
This is exactly the nature of my everyday, mundane life. I face the issue daily, hourly. For example, the heat in the RV has broken. That heat kept my husband, me and our cats alive this past Winter. We have ideas for backups, but we have not materialized them yet. Money is tight at the moment and there are constant priorities popping up their little heads and hungry mouths. So how will we survive next Winter?It’s a big question and as of today, I have no answer.

I hope and pray all this dealing with the unknown in daily life is prepping me to better deal with it when it is undeniably the fact of our reality on Earth. It is not that time yet. I must say though that my experience of what I call the alchemical bootcamp: frequent facing of the unknown and loss of the familiar and/or the hoped-for, is not pleasant and the irritability I experience is existential.
Hopefully there is some alchemy actually happening and will result in some kind of peace and smoothness of being in the face of the unknown-known-unknown-known.

in the meantime, I use the tools I have, even though they are probably already fossils.

Spiritual Destruction

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We are in times of change here on planet Earth. We are actually behind the times, so everything that is happening now is overdue. Yet, alot of it feels pretty sucky. I understand. If you’re read some of my blog posts about my current life circumstances – have I mentioned the composting toilet yet? – you will know I understand.

What few people have yet to understand is that if the rug is pulled out from your life – it can take many forms – your soul is throwing down the gauntlet to the human “you.” (“Throwing down that gauntlet”: to challenge or confront someone). It is challenging you to grow beyond what was comfortable and known. Yes, it feels uncomfortable and maybe terrifying, but it is about your growth and you do not have to know what that growth will look like.
I’ve said it many times: comfort is nice. I’m a big fan. But it is not the goal of life. It is not a sign that you are a good person, living a good life. Ultimately, it is a state of mind and our challenge is to live beyond mind states and in the naked belly of Reality.

The soul is causal, it is creative, so it’s not a stroke of bad luck or punishment if the rug gets pulled out from your life. I understand it probably feels that way and I understand that many…many….people around you and in the media (for example, if you experienced a large scale weather disaster and there is media coverage) may frame it that way, but that’s just a frame, it is not reality and here is the key: it’s all in the frame. That’s the most important point: it’s all in the frame and your state of mind.

You grieve what you feel you’ve lost and at the same time you ask yourself: what will I do now, this moment, this next moment. You get on with it. And you find comfort and pleasure each day however you can, realizing that it is not the goal of your life. It’s not. Growth is. No matter what.

New times are coming and I suspect they will be marvelous, but they require us to get out of our comfort zones. So-called comfort zones are internal, first, then we attach those mind states (the feelings, the images) to circumstances. If your circumstances have shifted radically and quickly – congratulations, you are being called to grow intensely. You are ahead of the curve.

You have accepted the challenge. Now, you must rise to it. You’re up for it. You’ve got this.

Why am I afraid of my power? (Part 1 – also known as “Am I levitating yet?”)

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I am studying the practical application of the Siddhis. I would like to study them, is more the truth. I am finding it difficult to get current, useful, enlightened information on their practical use. Instead I am wading through religious gobbledygook that is familiar muck.
I bought a book called “Beyond the Siddhis,” hoping it would offer practical suggestions for using the siddhis in every day life. While reading the first chapter, I was reminded of a bias I have encountered many times: that the “powers” attributed to the siddhis are, essentially unspiritual. They are impediments on the path to enlightenment and union with life.

I have heard that alot in my life and took it to heart. The result: tons of confusion, self-doubt and a desire to conform (which I mostly failed). I distrusted myself and, to some degree, it inhibited me from developing higher-order capabilities, choosing instead to be tethered, out of fear, to existing ways of navigating reality.

If I give Patanjali the benefit of the doubt, I would say he said these things to warn individuals against getting lost in any ego-based or “glamour” element of the siddhis. This applies to some people (and many institutions), but I am not one of them. If it applies to you, then by all means do the necessary inner work to release any sense of powerlessness and illusion that would make you seek power over others as a substitute for real power, which does not include power “over” anyone or thing and, further, does not even include an “other.” Power dwells within you, which I will get to in another post on this subject.

With all the warnings and shaming in the texts about developing siddhis, I also see classic brainwashing at work. Humans have been taught for millennia to doubt their own inner experience and any abilities that could be considered “super” by the existing institutions, including all religious orders. Those of us with a sincere desire for spiritual evolution have gotten alot of goop on our hands in this quest.

The thought sequence behind this post went something like: Institutions are crumbling. They are supposed to, because an unprecedented Earth is emerging. It will be beyond-beautiful. It will be beyond-belief. It will be the impossible dream come true. But…it’s not that now. This crumbling of existing institutions may get more intense. That wouldn’t feel like the big problem it does if something new and better emerged concomitantly (“something that naturally accompanies or follows something”). But that isn’t happening, at least not on a large scale. So these days, life can feel like hanging on to a ship that is cracked and taking on water.

It’s time to awaken those inner powers and use them in everyday life. ( Everyday Siddhis. Maybe there’s a book in that?) Soon, the old ways will not work and we need a clue about what will work.

The Siddhis are abilities that operate on a quantum scale. Time and space are local AND non-local. Not a problem. When does it seem to be a problem? When we take a so-called Newtownian thought/reality box and try to squeeze it in there. That, my friends, is the only problem.

Invisibility (masslessness), levitation, clair-sensory (inner hearing, seeing), remote viewing, bi-locating – are not only possible, but necessary in a quantum world and on a planet that has finally evolved spiritually and become a peaceful member & player in its own galaxy and other galaxies.

If you are to pull what you need into your own physical reality – whatever density you’re in – and y’don’t have the old institutions anymore (which are really, when you boil it down, just “ways of doing things” with a bunch of fancy names, a ton of collective agreement and fake orders of importance attached to them) then what are you to do?

No One Like You

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We are told we have 2-stranded DNA and that’s how it is, was and always will be. That’s a lie.

The human blueprint was fashioned with (likely) a minimum 12-strand DNA template. Our DNA is the interface between cosmic energy and our physical expression.
Though we were originally designed for 12-stranded DNA (at least), we are definitely not “12-Strand Ready” at the moment. For now, it is a worthy contemplation.
It gives you a vision for our real potential. (Imagine the exponential power of that interface). It signals the greatness for which you were designed.

If we could materialize 12-strands in our current bodies/realities, we’d blow up into cosmic dust from the shock of all that energy. So even though in general I think humans need to step up the pace of their awakening, on the DNA front, I say take it one step at a time. Get into your 3-Strand DNA groove, which is here now.

We are told we have similar or even the same DNA. That’s a lie. At least it’s a lie for some of us. Our DNA is hand-chosen and utterly unique.

We are not assembly-line anything.

How am I freaky? Let me count the ways…

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Here are just a few of the ways I diverge from the norm. Keeping the faith that these things are possible requires encouragement because the weight of the norm-beliefs feels heavy:

– Our God-given DNA – not the manipulated ape&hive-mix we got handed down – the one Creator gave us, what some call the Adamic DNA, allows for no aging, sickness and has physical immortality as a given. I pray the tribal, approval-seeking scourge that seems to be part of our current make-up is another errant code and disappears when the true junk DNA (not what the scientists call junk DNA) dissolves or at least goes way, way in the background

– We can cohere matter from ether or non-matter with our magnificent consciousness. Nothing added. We got everything we need. Until that power is activated, those of us who are creatives and have no interest in “how to be an entrepreneur” can navigate the work-in-the-world category and make good money in a profoundly different way.

– We can do everything beyond the speed of light. I heard Steven Spielberg talk about ET’s on a talk show last night. He knows more than he said. In the interview he played it mostly safe, but did say a bit more than classic safe-talk. Some of the people in his movie “Close Encounters” were dialed-in UFO experts. He said he didn’t believe ET’s could travel from 400 million miles away, but I bet he does. The speed of light is slow and the belief that it is the only way matter can travel is absurd and more bad trickery.

Science is created by humans. Humans have limitations and hidden agendas. Do the math.

– The real zero point is within. Anything zero-point technology can do “externally,” the human can do internally through consciousness, intention and spirit.

And We’re Off!

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I heard from a trusted source that the Golden Age of Earth (and Humanity) was supposed to start in 1899. That was almost 125 years ago. Why didn’t it?

That is a long story and alot of it is still hidden. I disclose some of what I know, there is alot I don’t know, from time to time on this blog. My only purpose in sharing this info – ONLY – is to inform anyone reading this blog that we are not the manipulated human or planet we have been led to believe. We ARE vast and unlimited. We are that. We are literally built for spiritually vast and unlimited. In form. In the very form and life you inhabit right here, right now.

The skill used by those forces who have sought to enslave humanity are considerable in terms of trickery. They have mislead us in form (DNA), in thought and even in soul. The reality we think is real is mostly not. The beliefs we hold and the physical reality we see and live in, are mostly a sleight of hand.

Because of that trickery and our relative naivite (or innocence), the unfolding of the next Golden Age was kept hidden from us. Hidden in plain sight.

No matter. After you know (enough of) the truth about the trickery, it isn’t impressive in any true sense. If you were really good at something and you used that skill to manipulate living beings and cause them suffering, would that be impressive? You would be skilled, but not impressive. Misguided and pathetic perhaps. So don’t get lost in the details of how humanity has been hoodwinked. These details aren’t worth any more of your time than what you need to know to break the spell. That’s the key: breaking the spell.

Breaking the spell. Hearing that all the good stuff was supposed to start unfolding over 100 years ago helps me break more of the spell. There are old, ingrained thoughtforms about spiritual realities being difficult to actualize, only for adepts and masters, needing to be kept secret, requiring pain and suffering and more. These are spells. Maybe they were facts in the past, but we’re in a new game now, so believing them will only create hindrances. Don’t fall for them. Bringing forth a highly spiritually advanced world will not take a long time and requires no pain and suffering. It was supposed to happen over a hundred years ago. Time is up. Time is here. Finally!