Category Archives: Heart

The Isolation (& Assorted)

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It is cold in my yurt. Got the heat back on, but it has only risen to 57 F from 52. Fingers are cold as I type.
A couple fingers are swollen. Not from cold. Not sure from what. Saw my functional MD this summer and I had two underlying bacterial conditions, including chlamydia. I got it from a spider bite. Only Dr. Bill, my functional MD, would know that! Turns out some scientific dude studied spiders back in the day and cultured one of their mandibles (wtf?). He discovered chlamydia bacteria. So you don’t have to have sex with the spider. It just has to bite you.

I took kudzu for one of the infections. I think it was the chlamydia. One of the symptoms was swollen finger joints, which is what is happening again. I ordered some more kudzu. I’ll see if it helps with my finger joints. The pinky on the right hand has kind of blown up. Weird. They were feeling alot better until a couple days ago.

I was in Denver last weekend. Doing a class with Sharon, the beloved spiritual teacher. After class, during happy hour at the hotel, I was talking to Patricia. I’m not even sure exactly what I said, but expletives were flying out of my mouth. I am originally from New Jersey and have been known to sling a swear word or two. I think I was trying to articulate how disappointed and isolated I feel because almost no one seems to get what my life is about. And….that group there, my classmates – they should know better. So I think.

Truth be told, some of them might get it. They might be able to articulate an understanding of my life experience – the gist, the core of it – that would feel really satisfying to me. No one did so that weekend. Part of the problem of not only the way I currently live, but with society in general now is how isolated we are. Not only that, but our collective communication has been affected – for the poorer – from the Algo culture (Technical/Artificial Intelligence world, culture). I don’t even understand it all. I don’t want to. I just know Algo shapes communication and perception: we feel more separate and worse.

I felt icky after talking to Patricia. Even though swearing happens out of my mouth, I don’t feel good afterwards, especially if it has caught me off-guard, which this did….completely. I am sitting with the aftermath of the conversation, discerning what I need to be more conscious of. It is this: I feel isolated. It stresses me. I greatly wish people understood and appreciated what I’m doing with my life and why I’m doing it. I write this blog in hopes of helping with that. To be honest, it is the best I can do. I have almost no patience for explaining my life. I speak up, but am also quiet alot.

Too often people see it in the old way. Try to fit it into old narratives. Matrix-created narratives of meritocracy and their own unconscious ego action. So much unconscious ego trancing: “This feels pleasurable and safe. It is good. This does not. It is bad.” It is a trance folks.

I feel impatient. Everything will change on this planet and then people will be living their own profound change and transformation. They will have no choice. Some are doing that now. I know some of them. Still most people seem to be choosing comfort, the known and stagnation.

More on The Good Emergency: Earth in Transition

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One of my favorite quotes from the last year came from an interview with Sophie Gregoire Trudeau, the ex-wife of Canadian Prime Minister, Justin Trudeau. When asked what her younger self thought about her future, she responded, “I don’t make many plans. I’ve trained my brain to deal with uncertainty more. The brain doesn’t like uncertainty. Stress is a dysfunctional relationship with the present moment.”

I relate well to her words as I have had to examine my relationship to the unknown more than I would have predicted or liked the last two years.

When the rug got pulled from my old life in 2019-2020, I ventured into deeply new inner and outer territory. What drove me was an inner knowing that everything on planet Earth was going to change profoundly.

When the sudden changes came in my own life, I knew it was time for a radical departure from the known world into a life that would – hopefully – be a bridge to the unprecedented reality about to unfold on Earth.

The Earth itself has ascended to the 5th Dimension. Humanity is living in a transition version of the old 3rd dimensional world we all know and (many) think is the only reality that exists….in the entire Cosmos! We have been taught to believe that.

Each density or dimension has very different characteristics, somewhat like different countries having very different customs, language, geography, etc. The change from our old 3rd dimension to the 5th dimension will be radical because the 5th has its own structure (much bigger than 3rd), laws, physics and relationship to duality and it bears no resemblance to our old 3D world.

The other striking thing about this transition from 3D to 5D will be the complete falling away of the system of control that has taken root on our planet for many years. This system of control shapes almost everything we experience in our lives. Just this one fact, the absence of it, will dramatically change our world as we know it. Add to that the ascension into higher dimensions and you have the unprecedented world we are moving into. It is a great time for each of us to challenge our relationship to the unknown and make it more relaxed. We will need that skill. It may seem like the changes I’m talking about will take hundreds of years, but they will not. They will take mere months and years.

It is hard to know exactly what the transition will look like. I would say, though hopefully not to confuse anyone, that in some ways and only in some ways, the lockdown of the pandemic in 2020 was a primer. It was a primer in that almost everything in our world shifted immediately. Everyone had to turn on a dime. This was an incredibly valuable experience. It taught us that the reality we have been lead to believe was absolute and immutable can change in an instant.

Things on Earth will change, but this time we will not be going back to “normal.” This fact might feel very jarring to some. It might feel like an emergency.

Conventionally we experience an emergency when: 1) something sudden and painful is happening; 2) there is usually some form of destruction and we mobilize (like crazy) to eliminate the pain and return to normal, even if that process takes years.

If you extract the painful part and the focus on returning to normal (the two are often very connected), we can call an emergency “good” as there are admirable qualities an emergency brings out. Here are some:

1. Everyone involved knows it is happening (this is key).

2. Time changes. We don’t think much about it because we are too busy acting.

3. We just act. Our thoughts become utilitarian, we do not have time to overanalyze (or snipe on social media or do much of anything on social media, especially if it no longer exists!). We are completely immersed in the process.

4. Our resistance lessens or disappears. There is simply no time for it.

5. What we think we need changes radically.

6. We don’t stand around judging others. We act together.

As our world shifts, you can see how these qualities will be essential. I do not think digital anything is active in the 5th dimension, but there will likely be a transition from our insane dependence on it now to its disappearance. As the transition really gets underway, people will likely be acting in-person in more local communities (will be radically new for younger people).

The old world will not be returning. There will be no “normal” to go back to. It will seem scary for awhile. Time to bring in your better relationship to the unknown. It might feel like an emergency, but it is a good, a great emergency.

We will all be a crucial part of a magnificent transformation. It will have positive reverberations for our entire Universe, which we have yet to meet! There will be great celebration in the cosmos as humanity is freed from the controlling entities and systems that have held it in bondage for ages and the Earth and its inhabitants ascend into spiritual greatness and take their rightful place as fully free cosmic citizens.

Are you ready to rock and roll? We got this!

Why Didn’t This All Shift in 1958?

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I have had two major storms of knowledge about imminent radical change on Earth. Each one guided or accompanied major changes in my life.

In both cases, especially the first which started in 1990 and continued in one form or another until around 1996, the change shown to me was definitely right on the verge. It oozed from my pores. I had a spiritually-oriented therapist at the time who told me humans on Earth would never (never!) communicate telepathically. I thought to myself, “That is the most ridiculous thing I’ve ever heard. They will do so and soon.” I knew it in my bones, my soul, my DNA. I came into this life to usher in this new Earth and finally the shift of all man-made systems, the ecosystems, consciousness and physics was underway.

And then it didn’t happen.

In 2020, new downloads unfurled. The rug got pulled from our life – all part of the unfoldment I thought – and then….it didn’t happen. Again. By now, I have a bit of a complex. I do not necessarily think my intuition has been wrong, but that the plan for the unfoldment changes, maybe daily.

In the book “Return of the Dove,” by Margaret Storm, the author is absolutely positive the shifts on Earth, which she groups under the umbrella term of The Aquarian Age, are just weeks away. She had very sold intel, from spiritual masters. That was 1958.

Curiously, alot of Ms. Storm’s info, much of it from the likes of sources like ascended master St. Germain, were very similar to the reports from YouTube influencer and Galactic Federation emissary, Elena Danaan, about events that took place in late 2021 both on and off-planet.

They both spoke of the clearing out of all off-planet controllers from our solar system. Elena reported these events in detail in December 2021. Separated by 63 years, they both claimed the remaining problems on Earth were the result of the minions of the off-planet instigators that were still in embodiment on Earth.

How can this be? Margaret Storm wrote about the vast changes happening “soon” and since some of the historical periods she described encompassed millions of years, at first I didn’t know what “soon” was to her? Maybe it was hundreds of years. Then towards the end of the book, though, she names it: weeks. The changes were just weeks away.

I think she was right. It probably was weeks away. It probably had been imminent many years before her time and has been imminent many times since.

Her book is full of precious nuggets of spiritual gold, so it was a delight to read her book regardless of accuracy. Since I’ve been in her position at least two times myself – I could have written a book declaring “Earth changes imminent!” thirty-three years ago – I felt comforted that I was not alone having had a glorious vision, trusting it, shifting my life to ready for it and then living in the wasteland of the aftermath of it not unfolding. She did not write about the aftermath part of her life, but if she lived beyond the publishing of the book, she most certainly lived it.

Divine Presence is Yours

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I will get back to the post about planets and planes, which is really about off-planet reality, but also about the opportunity for freedom from old perceptual filters – not yet considered old by the collective reality – that learning about the Old World facts and manipulation of our world system offers us. Freeing ourselves from binding perceptual filters is a vital step in spiritual advancement. Spiritual advancement is what this blog is about. It is what life is about.

You have within you a divine flame. A divine presence. It is not abstract, it is as real as the nose on your face. In fact it likely created the nose on your face.

Divine presence can do anything. It can have complete dominion over the physical world. Connecting with it is a spiritual practice and “dominion” – as controlling as the word might sound – is a spiritual act. Therefore keep up with your spiritual truth inquiry and seeking. It is the foundation for the greater powers of Divine Presence in your world.

The term “occult” suggests those who seek the power of the Divine without the necessary wisdom or because they are too lazy to do the spiritual work. I kinda get that though I have never been drawn to that path.

The reason I get why someone might want a shortcut is because the spiritual path can feel downright hard at times. Hopeless, lonely. And not for just a short time.
But it doesn’t matter. We’re playing the long (LONG 🤔) game.
Keep on. Spirit is the only true power. I have spent my entire life searching for the whole package – the spiritual truth, freedom and the dominion over the physical and energetic worlds. I keep on. You keep on. There is no other way.

Off-Planet- The Spiritual Tech is Everywhere

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I have been opening my mind and research into theories of Mudfloods and Resets lately. Even with all the unconventional material I’ve accepted over the years, some of the details of this FAR-reaching story are tough to accept.

The subject matter in this interview with Norman Dodd is some of the more unsettling but only because of the facts it describes. Those facts are disturbing and yet they present us with a powerful opportunity to set ourselves free.
The beauty of learning about some of the actual history of this planet is that it allows us to free ourselves of layers of perceptual filters that bind us. Even if we have been emotionally fond of them, we can work with those feelings and at the same time free our minds and souls.

I was going to write this post about the “Earth is a plane” theory I have encountered researching the Reset theories. I do not resonate with it. Consequently, I live on a planet. Never thought I’d have to qualify that belief, but that is what I am doing. So I have established that.
More later.

Humanity’s Request

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In our galaxy, there is a Galactic Senate. It has 300,000 members and humans of Earth are not on it.
We are not on it, because we have not shown we are worthy of being in this Senate. Let me be clear, by “worthy” I mean, we have not shown we are spiritually-advanced enough to be selected.
But the truth is we are spiritually-advanced enough, we just need to demonstrate it. We need to stop fighting, hating and letting lower frequencies and the “bad actors” that use them control our thoughts, emotions and behaviors. We ARE ready for this. Let’s show it.

Here is a statement some folks created this weekend to present to the Galactic Senate:

“We respectfully request representation based upon our unique experience and diversity.
We, as the sovereign human, express a blueprint as spirit in form, to demonstrate love, wisdom, courage and the integrity to evolve beyond the cosmos. We are ready!”

Make is so, people. Make it so.

You ARE It (more…)

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She must have said it a thousand times.
I’ve tuned into her class almost every week since May of 2020, sometimes three times a week, but I never got it the way I did last week: “Any time you feel stressed, depressed or feel unease of any kind, it is because of what you are thinking and believing. It is only because of that.”

Your thoughts. My thoughts. The way to freedom is within us. We’ve got the power.

Her suggestion: write the thoughts down on paper (or the app) and in a state of silent inquiry, question them.

I can hear the audience pushback now:

  • But bad things happen
  • He/she is the cause of my stress/ heartbreak/anger
  • If I don’t like someone, it’s clearly about them
  • I can’t control my thoughts
  • it’s YOU causing me stress!

I get it. Experientially, I can relate to all the objections. But I also know that when a stressful thought disappears into the silence of the One, the heart emerges from the cloud cover and beams. It soaks my world in sweet kindness. It feels realer than real.

In my lived experience, I vacillate. Intuitively? I know unconditional inner freedom is real. Getting to that unperturbable place as a state of being? Well, that is the game here. That is the school most of us are in.

A Reasonable Planet

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Earth is not a reasonable planet. The teacher at the front of the class said that recently. She knows alot. She was being intentionally delicate.

A shit show. That’s how the woman sitting next to me described it. I agree with her, but for the sake of this post I will be delicate.

We see people who have what they need and people who don’t. We probably think, “That’s just how it is. It is the nature of reality. Some people have what they need and some people don’t.” That’s how I used to think about it.

Here’s how I think about it now: “If you are born on this planet you have the right to a comfortable life. Period. No matter who you are, if you were born here, this planet is, de facto, your home. You have a right to be at home & comfortable in/on your home. Full stop.”

Until every human on this planet enjoys a comfortable physical life as a matter of fact, Earth will remain an unreasonable place. It is a matter of principle and principles are complete unto themselves, they do not have or require exceptions.

Therefore when that principle is accepted and activated, every human WILL have a comfortable life here on Earth and Earth will start to become a reasonable planet.

This may seem impossible, but that is what we were taught to believe, just like we were taught to believe that it is acceptable and reasonable that some people live in horrendous physical circumstances. When it is time, in our case it is a matter of timing, when it is time for this principle to be accepted and implemented, the changes and upgrades will be rapid.

How joyous will it be when that starts?