We are bound for Albuquerque on Saturday in the RV. Two adult humans and two snarky cats in a 26 ft (small!) RV. It is very stressful, but our survival was questionable if we stayed on the Mesa. Extreme cold and being an hour away from supplies (there is a small town close to the Mesa, but it has few supplies). If we got snowed in, we would have needed to be rescued. We need a steady supply of propane to heat the RV and we only have smallish tanks.
Today, my husband texted that Albuquerque is having nighttime temps above freezing. Right now, you could get me to marry you with words like that.
Today I am living in a 26 ft RV. It’s small. I’m living in it with my husband and two cats who don’t get along. We are still on our land and it is bitterly cold this week. In addition to trying to keep our own bodies warm, we also have to keep a solar generator and WiFi router warm enough to function so they too are stuffed in this teeny space. It’s easier not to move at all.
When I talk to (some) people about my move to the Mesa, I say the reasons are layered. One such layer involves creating a bigger energetic “spin.” The “spin” is an important spiritual feature I am still learning about, but in this case I mean inner energy. A wise person I know recently said, “When humans get their back against a wall, they tend to create more spin.” Meaning, it galvanizes them.
If you’ve ever had an unexpected life change, like a weather disaster or sudden loss of a close loved one, something that took life as you knew it to something completely unknown, you know the kind of shock that “up’s” your spin. Maybe it wasn’t a survival emergency, but a new, intense situation – like your first baby – when you had to adapt quickly, unexpectedly day after day. That up’s your spin. It is a fast-track to transformation.
Few people see it that way. With something like a weather disaster, how many times do you hear people in the situation or those reporting about it talk about the experience as a fast track to transformation? The focus is almost always on loss, feeling sorry for the people in the situation and ruminating on how things used to be. Instead, the focus should be on how these situations are a call to transformation. If it is happening, those involved are being called to transform. The soul of each human is sovereign. It calls the shots, however much behind the scenes. There are no victims.
Yes, it takes a minute to feel the feelings when the transformation requires dramatic change and parting with things, people, experiences we were fond of, but after processing the fresh grief, the focus should be on the deeper calling for transformation. This perspective draws our attention sharply to “now” and shrewdly on the next step and the next…transformation happens like that.
So why the images at the top of this blog? Because I am living in a teeny RV and my entire life revolves around staying warm. Also I can barely move for the solar generators and routers also in the RV keeping warm (to function) so we can have what small amount of power and internet access the situation allows. And yet: ALL of it – every single wire-bound molecule of it – could be and should be unnecessary. And not because I should be living back in the 3//4 D matrix of conventional housing with tightly controlled utilities, wires and cable. But because this Earth was designed to provide for its inhabitants abundantly, freely and pristinely.
The Earth was built with a plasma field around it that can provide an almost infinite amount of energy. This energy can be channelled to provide power. It could heat the RV, the yurt cabins, even the Taj Mahal, for God’s sake! It could run our vehicles. No wires or power grid would be necessary. The only “plugging in” required would be what you do with (what some call) a “free energy box” or through your own consciousness. At the moment, I have mastered neither. When I do, I will no longer be stuffed into a tiny RV trying to survive.
Nikola Tesla – the REAL Tesla, the only Tesla – was working on a zero-point energy conductor in the 1890’s. He ran out of funding and then ran into trouble (as did every single inventor who uncovered this energy field, built a device to channel it and sought funding or a patent to develop it). The point is, the knowledge of it has been in existence for over 100 years* and yet here I sit trying to stay warm with prehistoric propane tanks, unable to stay in our larger yurt cabins because their woodstoves and insulation are not up to the Colorado winter. But all of this could be different. And all of it could be free. The zero point energy field is free. It was built into the planetary architecture for use by ALL humans and belongs to no one. Tapping into it should have been common knowledge from the start, but knowledge can be suppressed. Knowledge has been suppressed.
I am doing this intense, pressured kind of life for the spiritual spin. That above all else. It is a vital part of spiritual ascension. So is “coming out,” some of which I am doing here. This whole “layered” process will free the consciousness that can tap into the higher knowledge of energy and more. It will go beyond the thick cloud of deception that has shrouded this planet for millennia. And when that day arrives, my friends, it will be climate comfort, control and room to move, baby.
(* Watch for Steven Greer’s Spring 2023 Movie “The Lost Century” about many suppressed technologies that could have freed life on Earth for at least the last 100 years. Click here to donate. He is funding it completely through crowdfunding and “we the people!”)
The consciousness you use to connect with space and the Universe is infinite. It is yours and it is equally infinite within each of us. No one has more of it than another.
There are no celebrities or VIPs who have more access or more right to be in space. How can any individual have “more” than infinite?
Earth will undergo profound awesome changes. It is going to happen in a relatively short time in linear time. While the changes are LONG overdue and will be a joy-beyond-words for EVERYONE on Earth, they will be a big change to many people. Adapting to the loss of what seemed real, solid and dependable will be a shock to some people.
I suspect there will be a kind of energetic balm given to humanity to make these changes much more comfortable.
Remember folks, it is all for the best. Actually it is beyond the best.
From this morning: The vision of what is coming here. Not a lot of details yet, but when the unprecedented is manifesting, how much will – or could – be known in advance? Of Earth, all these will be unrecognizably different:
Physics
Physicality – human, animal, land masses, the 2nd Dimension beings (minerals, lichens, molds, elements and more) – different
DNA, including and importantly, of humans
Land masses – not necessarily different location on planet, but different substance, like all the rest, plus absent the degradation of current planetary way of life and colonial rule/agenda of destruction
Totally new Matrix, if even a Matrix at all. If so, much more refined in frequency and lighter in weave
I read an article about Kris Kristofferson the other day. He is a singer, songwriter and actor who started in the 1960’s. The article was written in 2016 when Kristofferson was poised to turn 80 yrs old. It described how a Lyme disease diagnosis (and subsequent treatment) revived some of his memory, most of which had been lost.
What struck me in the article was how in-demand and busy Kris Kristofferson was (and presumably still is). The year the article was written he had performed two tours with Willie Nelson; collaborated on an album in Canada; starred in a new Western and was on the verge of releasing his own new album. What jumped out as I read his story is this: What creates? What creates our life?
His story makes it obvious.
Most people would say, “It’s the strength of his career (my husband said this) or country artists can have appeal for donkey’s years or it is because he’s a legend.” But how many “legends” – whatever their art form, would love to be in-demand at 80, but aren’t? At all.
It is the soul that creates.
We say the intellect and cognition are “musts” to create a career or even the circumstances of life. We believe a healthy body is a requirement.
Yet here’s a man, Kristofferson, who still has bad memory days, sometimes cannot remember if he went to the studio that morning whose career (and life) are in full-tilt. A good memory – or even a memory at all – are not mandatory for a thriving career.
It is the soul that creates. It is the Conductor. It does not need a certain type of body to do it. It does not need anything.
This insight is not quite formed, but here goes…this inner knot that has been with me my whole life and probably lifetimes and dimensionalities beyond. It says I will lose everything. It chatters that constantly. It grips my gut and wakes me up at night.
But it is an illusion.
I think if I really got that, it would dissolve and delude me no more. But I do get it. Maybe not enough? The knot has enough energy and seeming-life to grip me so.
It is a is a weird place to be. That knowing but not knowing. Knowing in such a way that finally you – ah! – see the roots and yank that weed out of your psyche and soul. I live there alot.
For reasons not entirely known – who can say? – in some areas of my life the middle ground is hard to accept. This difficulty gets expressed in form, so, for example, I need to restrict what I eat for health reasons.
Since all creation starts within, can I embrace the middle ground within and smooth out some of the conditions in the physical?
This is my pleasure reading. Seriously. It’s a book about the teachings of Ramana Maharshi who lived and taught in southern India in the late 19th and first half of the 20th century. He awakened at age 16, with no prior interest in spirituality.
He said, “The ‘I’-thought is only limited ‘I’. The real ‘I’ is unlimited, universal, beyond time and space.”
What emerges with the limited “I” thought, however, is the world as we know it.
Today when I look out at the gorgeous green land around me, the luminous clouds in the western sky climbing the hill, I see the beauty and I see the unreality. It makes me feel sad. But that, apparently, is not the final word. We shall see.