A friend of mine has been getting intuitive prompts to move. It started in late 2019 and by early 2020, she and her husband had stored most of their belongings and staged their home for market. Then the pandemic hit. They put the brakes on moving or even thinking about it. Understandable, though ironic, since 2020 was a great year to sell a house.
Recently, she’s been getting this prompt again. I don’t know what she’ll do with it this time, but I hope she takes action. Intuition asks for action.
Before she told me about the revived idea of a move, she lamented that her life felt really flat. Intuition requires action. Moving can feel scary. If it were me – at another time in my life, I do not have the option for it now – I would have felt the fear mostly by way of wary thoughts, meaning things like “what if this doesn’t work out?, “what if I miss the people I know and the places I like?,”I already know where to go for all my needs here, why move?”…and so on.
The thing about fear is that it is often mistaken for wisdom. The two are not the same. We are so conditioned to be cautious and over-intellectualize everything that we think fearful beliefs are sensible, prudent and wise. But however “crowd-sourced” and approved certain beliefs are – “how can you move at YOUR age??” – they are still beliefs rooted in of fear. Like crooked trees with roots of fear. If you say “yes” to fear and “no” to your intuition, it puts your life on a fearful footing, fearful rooting. I call this “inner positioning.” You position yourself internally in fear and it acts like a compass guiding your whole life and being.
Life coach Martha Beck uses the term “true north” to describe what it is like to live in a way guided by intuition and spiritual truth. When we insist on saying “no” to this spiritual guidance, we are taken off (we take ourselves off) our true north. It’s like we are True North Off. We pay a price for that choice; loss of vitality is a big one.
The good news: it is completely your choice and changeable in a heartbeat…before your next breath.
Most of us conflate a “comfortable” life with a version we have of success and being a certain kind of human: smart, lucky, competent, desirable, right-kind-of and most of all, worthy.
A so-called comfortable life only means as much as the consciousness of the person living it. And it only means what we think it means because we’ve bought into someone else’s idea of what it is, who should have it, who should not have it, what it looks like and, most importantly, how it comes into manifestation.
Many people I know live good lives, but they protect their way of life at a cost. They allow their attachment and fear around it (circumstance and their identifications) to stunt their creativity and willingness to take risks.
Woven into the idea of who deserves a good life is the illusory idea of a “meritocracy.” People fill in their own beliefs and self-identities about the nature of a meritocracy. There are many versions of it.
What I propose is this: a human born onto this planet under any condition, time, circumstance, location, body, creed, namely ANY person simply born here on Earth has all the merit they need and will ever need to have a comfortable, luxurious life with the freedom to express their creativity and fulfill their desires and never have to earn the right to it. That is the only meritocracy that exists. Everything else is a belief system, no matter how outpictured it is or has been in the collective dream. A belief is entirely mutable. This whole system is built on puffy wisps that can blow away in a gentle breeze. Then all humans will live a good life and that will be a very good day.
We are still escaping the brutal Colorado cold and are now in Santa Rosa, NM. A small, sleepy drive-through town that is on the original Route 66. It is like a place that time forgot as are other towns on the old route. I can’t help but wonder what these towns were like 60 or 70 years ago?
Here in Santa Rosa, I am contemplating the inner power of the human. I know I am only grasping a fraction of what it is, but today I am wondering what others think about their inner power?
I am watching YouTube videos about the labor strikes in the UK. I feel an empathy with individuals who are not valued monetarily for their efforts as that was often my experience in the past. I “get” having the desire to change the situation and how going on strike makes sense in the context of so-called society, but the issue is bigger and deeper. It is much bigger and much deeper. ALL the change, disruption and perceived difficulty going on, on our planet now is meant to accomplish one thing and just one thing: to get the human to accept their inner power. It only takes this “one thing,” because this one thing will unlock the infinite. Once the infinite is unlocked, what more could you need?
I do not think circumstances on our planet needed to be as harsh as they are (and they probably will get harsher), but that is another matter. Each individual has a vote on a soul level, each one chooses, so people can have it any way they want it. The majority of people on this planet have chosen a path of difficulty to wake up. I hope they choose differently as soon as they get even a whiff that it’s a choice.
We have become attached to this matrix on Earth. The beloved icons, the ways of doing things, the beliefs about the nature of reality. Giving all this up can inspire feelings of sadness. I’m feeling some of that sad today. I’m in a new, more intense shift of my outer reality and I find myself feeling sad and wistful about the things of the past, the way of life of the past, even the foods of the past (actually the foods of the past are a big emotional attachment and fondness for me). I get it. But the process is – you have your moment or two of sad and then it’s on to the next step of shifting. The feelings are not a cue to take yet another inner/outer side street or detour, as it were, to deflect from the issue. The power is within you. It has always been. It does not matter how much you doubted, disbelieved and empowered something or someone else instead.
I wonder what it will take for people accept this fact? It requires a complete shift. There is no more maneuvering the outer world to obtain the power you think you lack. No more strikes, bargaining. There is only acceptance that all power is within you and you turned your back on it. Now it is time to face it, embrace it, own it. What will it take?
The way you live is a collection of thoughtforms. Each brick of the house – the way it’s placed, what it’s made of, the fact it is called a “brick” – they are all thoughtforms. You can look at the thoughtforms like bricks – one on top of another, stacked or in a pile, configured this way or that. Thoughtforms.
They also just happen to be someone else’s thoughtforms. Would they be yours if you were free, really free to create?
I see my current life as if it were a metaphorical layer cake. One of the large layers is what I call “wiping the slate clean.” It reminds me of the old days (a.k.a. “my childhood”) when I played with an Etch A Sketch. It was an art toy where you would draw an image on a gray screen with knobs. When you wanted to draw a new image you would shake the toy and it would clear the screen so you could draw a new one. My current life is like shaking an Etch A Sketch.
I have cleared out many of the old forms of my way of life. Torn down the bricks. Shaken out the forms. I live in the bare minimum so I can draw a completely new picture. And not with someone else’s second-hand ideas and “shoulds” or “have-to’s.” (As in life “should” be this way or life “has to” be this way). Nah, it doesn’t. There’s (glorious) newness beyond our wildest dreams to come.
I was watching the local Denver news last night (even though I am currently in Albuquerque) and saw this story (link below) on the good ole mainstream news. I turned to my husband and said, “This is possibly the most significant news story of our lifetime.”
It is. It is about the zero point energy field. The real news about it is this: it made it to the mainstream news. There has been so much nefarious suppression of this information – truly mind-boggling – over the decades that its presence in the mainstream news is HUGE!
I don’t know about the details of the particular science they discussed and the details of it don’t matter. Many (many) inventors, scientist & plain ole folks have found ways – “science” – to tap into the zero point energy field over the years. Some of them, like Stan Meyers, didn’t even know they were tapping into it. Of course the science will be significant for us folks to be able to use it, but the science was never the problem, the suppression was.
The zero point, plasmic energy field is infinite, grid-less and pristine. It could have been used here on Earth for at least the last 100 years (Nikola Tesla) and probably for millennia. It is the energy that is our birthright on Earth in this density. If we can finally use it, it will change everything about life as we know it.
Alchemy is inner transmutation. The experience of it is (constant) transformation, but ultimately it takes one beyond form. So not transFORMation per se (one form to another), but transmutation (form to no-form). But we’re not there yet. I’m not there yet. I mostly understand that intuitively.
The focus of the “alchemical bootcamp” life I am living seems to be the outer reality – and make no mistake about it, my outer life pulls my attention constantly – but the nexus of transformation and transmutation is inner. The real game is the inner one. It is that way for everyone. However, since I have chosen to be in the physical world in the current density (4th D trying to “land?”) interacting with the physical is vital. I can easily overlook or try to overlook this fact.
I think some of us lean toward one extreme or the other. We focus too much on the perceived outer and neglect the inner reality – that has not been my nature – or we focus almost exclusively on the inner and do not have much regard for the outer. The latter is my tendency. But the soul will use physical reality to get your attention if that is what is necessary. We can probably all relate to that. It is not a punishment, though it may feel that way, it is a form of communication. And, often, a call to action. Though – and here’s where it gets tricky – ultimately the action is inner. Inner primary (always). Physical reality necessary.
The constant new challenges of my life in the mundane – and baby, they ARE mundane – are the soul’s modus operandi to ascension. A blip, a solution, peace. Next blip, solution, peace. It does have a kind of rhythm, doesn’t it? It’s a kind of spiritual grind taking one out of all grinds (or most of them, depending on where your soul chooses to land).
It seems paradoxical. The way to soul freedom can be through finding a toilet option, keeping the body warm enough to live, getting food. There must be some poetry there, though it will probably feel more poetic in the next phase. Not alot of poetry now.
We are bound for Albuquerque on Saturday in the RV. Two adult humans and two snarky cats in a 26 ft (small!) RV. It is very stressful, but our survival was questionable if we stayed on the Mesa. Extreme cold and being an hour away from supplies (there is a small town close to the Mesa, but it has few supplies). If we got snowed in, we would have needed to be rescued. We need a steady supply of propane to heat the RV and we only have smallish tanks.
Today, my husband texted that Albuquerque is having nighttime temps above freezing. Right now, you could get me to marry you with words like that.
Today I am living in a 26 ft RV. It’s small. I’m living in it with my husband and two cats who don’t get along. We are still on our land and it is bitterly cold this week. In addition to trying to keep our own bodies warm, we also have to keep a solar generator and WiFi router warm enough to function so they too are stuffed in this teeny space. It’s easier not to move at all.
When I talk to (some) people about my move to the Mesa, I say the reasons are layered. One such layer involves creating a bigger energetic “spin.” The “spin” is an important spiritual feature I am still learning about, but in this case I mean inner energy. A wise person I know recently said, “When humans get their back against a wall, they tend to create more spin.” Meaning, it galvanizes them.
If you’ve ever had an unexpected life change, like a weather disaster or sudden loss of a close loved one, something that took life as you knew it to something completely unknown, you know the kind of shock that “up’s” your spin. Maybe it wasn’t a survival emergency, but a new, intense situation – like your first baby – when you had to adapt quickly, unexpectedly day after day. That up’s your spin. It is a fast-track to transformation.
Few people see it that way. With something like a weather disaster, how many times do you hear people in the situation or those reporting about it talk about the experience as a fast track to transformation? The focus is almost always on loss, feeling sorry for the people in the situation and ruminating on how things used to be. Instead, the focus should be on how these situations are a call to transformation. If it is happening, those involved are being called to transform. The soul of each human is sovereign. It calls the shots, however much behind the scenes. There are no victims.
Yes, it takes a minute to feel the feelings when the transformation requires dramatic change and parting with things, people, experiences we were fond of, but after processing the fresh grief, the focus should be on the deeper calling for transformation. This perspective draws our attention sharply to “now” and shrewdly on the next step and the next…transformation happens like that.
So why the images at the top of this blog? Because I am living in a teeny RV and my entire life revolves around staying warm. Also I can barely move for the solar generators and routers also in the RV keeping warm (to function) so we can have what small amount of power and internet access the situation allows. And yet: ALL of it – every single wire-bound molecule of it – could be and should be unnecessary. And not because I should be living back in the 3//4 D matrix of conventional housing with tightly controlled utilities, wires and cable. But because this Earth was designed to provide for its inhabitants abundantly, freely and pristinely.
The Earth was built with a plasma field around it that can provide an almost infinite amount of energy. This energy can be channelled to provide power. It could heat the RV, the yurt cabins, even the Taj Mahal, for God’s sake! It could run our vehicles. No wires or power grid would be necessary. The only “plugging in” required would be what you do with (what some call) a “free energy box” or through your own consciousness. At the moment, I have mastered neither. When I do, I will no longer be stuffed into a tiny RV trying to survive.
Nikola Tesla – the REAL Tesla, the only Tesla – was working on a zero-point energy conductor in the 1890’s. He ran out of funding and then ran into trouble (as did every single inventor who uncovered this energy field, built a device to channel it and sought funding or a patent to develop it). The point is, the knowledge of it has been in existence for over 100 years* and yet here I sit trying to stay warm with prehistoric propane tanks, unable to stay in our larger yurt cabins because their woodstoves and insulation are not up to the Colorado winter. But all of this could be different. And all of it could be free. The zero point energy field is free. It was built into the planetary architecture for use by ALL humans and belongs to no one. Tapping into it should have been common knowledge from the start, but knowledge can be suppressed. Knowledge has been suppressed.
I am doing this intense, pressured kind of life for the spiritual spin. That above all else. It is a vital part of spiritual ascension. So is “coming out,” some of which I am doing here. This whole “layered” process will free the consciousness that can tap into the higher knowledge of energy and more. It will go beyond the thick cloud of deception that has shrouded this planet for millennia. And when that day arrives, my friends, it will be climate comfort, control and room to move, baby.
(* Watch for Steven Greer’s Spring 2023 Movie “The Lost Century” about many suppressed technologies that could have freed life on Earth for at least the last 100 years. Click here to donate. He is funding it completely through crowdfunding and “we the people!”)
News of today: “We” are going back to the moon.” There are stations on the Moon and humans have been working on/in them for decades, some not by choice (labor shortage on Earth anyone?). “We the People” are not doing any of this except agreeing to listen to lies told by a collection of hoodlums. Know what you are looking at folks.
The Grammy’s. Do we really know who “we” celebrate at The Grammy’s? Would you celebrate some of these singers if you knew they were involved with groups that traffic children and have parties – right here on Earth – where enslaved children serve food and their bodies for the pleasure of these celebrities? And these celebs’ pacts with the Devil were what gave them their fame? Read Tony Rodrigues “Ceres Colony Cavalier.” Learn about what you’re really looking at.
This past Thursday I got a text from my friend Debra in Albuquerque with a link to a New York Times article about Ted Conover’s new book: “Cheap Land Colorado: Off-Gridders at America’s Edge.” As some of you know, my husband and I live off-grid in the San Luis Valley in Colorado, which is where Mr. Conover’s book is set. I read the article in the local coffee house, Milagro’s – local meaning in Alamosa, an hour away from the Mesa where I live – and as I walked out of Milagro’s I saw a sign on their door for a book signing being held by Mr. Conover that night.
On my way home, I picked up my mail and there he was again! On the cover of the local newspaper. Behold the power of the New York Times! A “3 ping” event in a short time catches my attention, so I asked my husband if we could go to the reading that night. My husband said “yes” as he is writing a memoir about life on the Mesa, provisionally called “Served By the Sun,” and he was interested.
Unfortunately, as the time of the book signing approached, we were too busy actually living our off-grid life to drive two hours to see someone talk about it. The first snow came to the Mesa that night. I drove up from town (San Luis) in it and it was blinding. We couldn’t leave our place because the woodstoves needed to be going full-tilt and the cats were in the warmer RV, but the propane had to be monitored. If the RV propane runs out, the temperature in the RV plummets in minutes. It was in the 20’s that night.
In the NYT article about the book, I got a basic idea of what Mr. Conover had experienced and written about. He lived in an area in the San Luis Valley he referred to as “the Flats” and to be honest, I do not know where that is. The San Luis Valley is 8,000 square miles. It is the largest high-altitude desert in North America. ALOT of it is flat. I sometimes refer to the flat sagey land in my neighborhood as “the incomprehensible sage flats,” but “the Flats” could be any number of places in the Valley.
After reading the article, I thought of my “take” on our-off-grid life and how I would offer a different take on life in the Valley and what drove the two of us to move here. To speak practically, I will say that price was a consideration. I would have preferred not to be living so profoundly “off-grid,” as far as water and electricity go or to at least have “on grid” options, but I did not see a way to get the other things that were non-negotiable and have those water and electricity options for a price we could afford.
The non-negotiables:
-Privacy & no HOA – ET sightings/history of the area -Being more off-grid from the current “cultural” (way of life) matrix in our country and on most of the planet – Beauty in the environment -Quite, serenity and sovereignty over our living space -Some community (and…the wild horses that live here were unexpected and a complete blessing)
Here is a summary of some of the points I would give Mr. Conover if he asked me for my take on “off grid” life:
-the soul nudged (maybe it shoved)
-part of that nudge/shove was the rug got pulled out of our old life – it happened more gradually for awhile and then in Summer 2020 it was “GO” time, the rug was yanked. That life had 7 weeks left and then it was no more. We got into creative action.
– all the steps that followed – and there were MANY – were part of the soul’s (souls’) insistence that we drastically shift the outer world as part of the drastic inner shifts that are underway (My husband obviously has his own soul’s shift, but I cannot report on the details of that partly because he rarely frames things in those terms, so that is why I go back & forth between speaking about “we” and speaking from the first person. The shift was definitely in OUR life, but the way we each see it and possibly the outcomes – the shifts themselves – may be different)
-create enough of an inner spin that will take me through ascension (this way of life is serving that purpose)
-position myself for the earth ascension that is already under way and to interface with off-planet friends and new technologies to assist with my job here on Earth
There is more, but that is a good summary. I often experience fear and alot of frustration (it has taken me 5 days to power up this laptop and access my blog- grrrr!).
I know something huge and radically different is coming to the planet and for some of the people (could be lots of people, but what are lots of people choosing??), but I don’t know when or how it will unfold in our everday life. And in the meantime I often struggle to know how to navigate this time (and to be honest, the last 30 years which have largely been “this” kind of time). But…. I am not a victim. I wish the people Mr. Conover lived with could reframe their state of minds to know they too are not victims. Victim is a state of mind. I know that can seem very difficult to embrace in the face of what people experience and yet, it is a cosmic truth: there are no victims.
It is a challenge to understand this truth on the profound spiritual level where it exists. But my God! – what better way to spend your time than inquiring and contemplating this truth?
All for today. More to come. As Byron Katie says from her profound, awakened first-hand experience: the Universe is friendly. How are you seeing that today?
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