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The Alchemical Blend – simplified #1

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In addition to writing out an idea as it comes to me, sometimes I try to simplify my perspectives. They can be hard to grasp. Whatever I write publicly, I am always writing TO someone. It may turn out that someone is only me, but that is not my thought at the time and not my hope.

I think I have to accept that even simplified, some of the concepts central to my work are just not for everybody. Some people barely acknowledge an inner life or a greater soul or soul expressions beyond this Earth or timeframe.

When I talk about infinite soul essence blending ALL the wisdom acquired during many, many life expressions in vast quadrants of this multi-dimensional universe, it could be a non-starter. ;^) However, if you do resonate with this, even if there isn’t conceptual understanding, I’d like to simplify. There are so many elements of mystery. It helps to be comfortable or even delighted by that.

This is my working model. We have all been beset by massive disinformation over the eons. We will have new working models as time goes on.

Here goes:

We are full fractal humans and the female humans are possibly even more than that. Full-fractal means we are composed of all the bits. Every lifetime or life expression we’ve ever experienced and galactic energies too. This is an energetic state since we do not all walk around with a million visible physical “selves” and galaxies hanging off our bodies. ;^)

I have learned from excellent sources that the full-fractal state is beyond rare and unique in this Universe. And we alone have it. We humans on Earth. Just by being (a real) human, you have access to unimaginable power and resources. You don’t have to do anything to get that, you already have it, you already are it. Just plain ole. Just because you are a real human.

(BTW, if you give up this precious resource to become part AI, you will lose it).

Because of this power access – to lifetimes of experiences, galaxies, galactic energies, planetary beings, stars – AND the divine spark that the human is also given, we are greatly sought after. But we are sought after primarily by beings that want to control or suppress us. To describe the depth and breadth of this would take a small book, but know this: You are it. You are the one you have been waiting for. You are the one that (some) others in the universe seek to own and exploit. They covet the power you have, for they do not have it. This is key.

One more thing: when you get in so-called spiritual circles, you will often hear that humans are bad because they are so dense. Dense like “low” or “low vibration.” I used to think that. But it is a lie. We are dense because we contain multitudes. That takes up space and bandwidth. Our density is our superpower, not a liability. Do not fall for that lie. You will deny your magnificent power with that erroneous belief, which is exactly what the propagators of the lie hope for.

Okay. That is all for now. Next post I will talk about not leaving any piece of your inner self behind. Hence the need to blend fully. You don’t want to leave any aspect excluded. Why? Because you might have to come back to retrieve it. I don’t know about you, but that is a no-go for me.

More Advantage of No-Escape

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I almost titled the first part of this blog, “The Value of No-Escape.” Yes, I think there is value, hence the blogs, but there is more than just value to the rug-pull and the no-escape life (see Pt 1 for explanation of no-harm): they are are advantages. Distinct advantages.

If your job in this life is to face your shadow side and integrate it, there is nothing like (allegedly) having many of your choices taken away to accelerate that process. Again, I don’t mean anything harmful or being held victim/prisoner by other human(s).

Does it feel good? Hell, no. While I am a very big fan of feeling good, sometimes that isn’t the most important thing. Sometimes you have to take a big ole bite of spiritual work and it just doesn’t feel good.

Invariably – I’ve mentioned this before – when I have told people of the discomfort with my current way of life, they say, “Why don’t you move?” That kind of disconnect pisses me off, but lately it is starting to seem funny. I don’t want to waste time on this silliness, but I’ll state the obvious: “I’m a grown woman. I know what the alleged options are.” For some reason these people think that thought has not occurred to me.

We’re programmed…..I’m going to finish that sentence, but for a moment I want to let it stand as is: we are programmed. In every conceivable way. (More silliness out there when people think they are not mind-controlled). So, when/if I tell people I’m feeling uncomfortable – I’m really just trying to communicate honestly – most tend to insert my info into one manipulated perceptual filter or another. Usually just the one. Why don’t I move? (uh, don’t have the resources to do that). Oh, you must be down on your luck. (where did you get those words? do you have the slightest idea?). You get the gist.

The perceptual filter or maybe the intuitive knowing that does not seem to arise is: “Dang, girl. You’re in a rug-pull, no-escape accelerated stage of fractal compression and integration. That’s brave. Good on ya!”

That would be nice.

To be fair, some lovely people I know DO get that. It is a comfort.

Lots more to say and I will, but I think I’ll keep publishing along the way. Otherwise, there will be massive verbiage all in one place.

Wealthy, Shiny People

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“There is a natural law of abundance which pervades the entire universe, but it will not flow through a doorway of belief in lack and limitation.” – Paul Zaiter

I used to believe this or maybe I used to try to believe it. Now I think it is complete rubbish. Total bullshit. I cannot count the number of people I know who have alot of money AND intense fear around money; the belief in lack and limitation mentioned in the quote. It almost seems like a belief in lack and limitation is a darn good prerequisite for attracting and holding a great deal of money.

What seems truer to me is this quote from Jung: “Until you make the unconscious, conscious, it will rule your life and you will call it Fate.”
And even more, this one: “One does not become enlightened by imagining futures of light, but by making the darkness visible.” But I would nix “enlightened,” and put in blended, integrated, unified.

Here’s the thing: not everyone has to do this. Blend their shadow. Make the fear known, conscious and integrated before enough or more than enough money shows up for them. The people I know who have abundant money and plenty of fear too (and I’m not talking about thieves and plunderers….don’t know any) do not have to do the hard inner work of integration before they acquire alot of money.
Though I had about a 10 year reprieve from the work and hardship of the path of needing-to-integrate-before-having, I seem to be called to this path whether I like it or not. This difference – some have to do the work, some do not – caused me confusion for years.

Fractal Compression (Can’t We Avoid This?)

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As universal fractals about to graduate we will go through compression. That is how the fractal process works. Like coal becoming a diamond, except we were always diamond, we just have “played” coal.

The compression process looks different for different people, but you kinda know it when you are in it. Actually you may not know what it is, but you will know it feels sucky. If definitely sucks.

What the compression process is, is blending all your inner aspects. You are looking at every fear-infused nook and cranny within yourself. As I said in my blog post about money much of what passes for normal or even the “good life” in our world is often fear-based. Y’gotta look that gnarly stuff in the eye. But you have to do it in real life, by living your life. If it’s just something you do in your mind or energetically, it is not compression.

Once you confront the tough stuff internally you can blend it, integrate it. You…we… will move into the unknown. And the way better.

What is coming on Earth is not a better version of what the matrix tells you is the “good life” or what you have known before. It is something altogether different. During compression you know (all too well) what you have lost or left behind, but you don’t know what you’re going to. That is a big part of what makes it feel crummy.

The Dark Night

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My life has been rough the last couple years. When I tell people about it – I don’t often – they usually don’t understand. “Why don’t you change it?” they ask. They don’t understand. That makes my life feel rougher.

Last weekend, I was talking to a friend about it. I said, “Sometimes the soul calls shots the ego does not like. The freedoms we normally experience aren’t there. We try, but things don’t happen, like as a way of life.”

My friend said the same thing another friend said in a similar conversation in November. “Maybe most people don’t experience that.”

It got me thinking a bit differently. First, I think some people do understand this subject, they are just not the ones crossing my path. There is a phenomena on the spiritual journey called “the dark night of the soul.” I can tell you for sure that the overwhelming majority of people do not accurately understand that process. Part of the reason for that is there is NO and I mean no societal reference point for it. When you experience it you are in the dark in more ways than one, including having no culture that understands it. Literally.

Thing is, everyone goes through it at some point as they complete their spiritual journey. Because of that, I have come to expect that people know what it is, that they have some kind of real-life reference point.

If they have experienced it maybe they regarded it “just” as a very difficult time? What I’m going through now is not the Dark Night. It has similarities, but it is not the same, though it sucks pretty much the same.
The Dark Night had distinct features. The inner life I had known to that point was gone. The “light” phenomena of consciousness – the way guidance occurred; the love exchange I had with what I then called God – was gone. In a way there was an energy that did present itself, but it was dark. Compared to the energy that was no longer there, it was blind.

Maybe I understand the Dark Night process more than others, but I think everyone should understand it to some degree. Am I wrong? They don’t seem to.